• ........... I can't go on like this. I have to tell him. It's the only way that I'll ever get better. Isn't it?

    I'm sick of this. I can't take the pain everytime! I have to tell him! It's the only way I'll get better! Isn't it?


    I told him how I feel. I should feel better. I feel...like my heart is shredding apart, because I know...no..I knew that no matter what I did, or said, IT DOESN'T CHANGE ANYTHING!

    ..I wish I could die. But I have people to live for. I'll just have to deal with what life gives me, and try my best to survive.

    And on top of everything, I made him feel bad! Why must I do harm to everything I care about?!

    He said he made a mistake leaving me.... and that I was right, but wrong about not being able to change anything. What does that mean? I'm so confused. Does he still love me too?