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(close up onto a small house, in the middle of a suburbia, a simplistic waistland of conformity)
"Wake up", said mother," do you know what day it is"? "Its your birthday, its the most special time of the year"! "Arent you happy"? "Weve got everyone, eddie sharill, all of your freinds from school, and even your grandmother flew in to see you"! I remeber when you were just big enough to fit in my arms, and now, and now you have grown to such an amazing young man! Yes, you have grown, you have", mother suddenly grew silent, the world slowly deteriorized right in front of you, What is this, you say desperatly, where am i?, can anyone hear me? is there anyone out there......
{and so it began}
connection lost, data retreavel connected, cannot acces adam, code white light activated, said abel
this is him though correct?, said cane
but hes so simple, it cant be? can it?, said moses
this is the message that needs to be heeded, said jesus
this is the call that is cannot go unanswered, said lucifer
this is....white light, they all said in unison
So this is who it all started from? wow! theres nothing really special about it, are you sure this is the one the old man wanted?, said lucifer
has he ever been wrong, said jesus
well i mean, eh what ever, your not to happy with him too, i mean he couldve saved you, you know, said lucifer
No, its not fair to accuse him of such atrocities, it wasnt his fault, truthfully it needed to be done my freind, said jesus
you two couldve gone on forever, going on and on and on for eternity couldnt you?, said a voice, that seems vaguely familliar to you
Thats enough now children, its time for evaluation, its time for white light
:white light:
"Wake up", its the first thing you hear when you enter the white room, there is no smell, there is no feeling of warmth or cold, there was nothing, just as it once was. Any force of motion that you were tought as a boy push pull all gone, as you moved forward you felt as if you were walking back, you look down, only to be really looking up, you feel disoriented, lost and confused, you look forward and all you see is that light, the very same light you felt at birth, the light is mesmorizing, and yet you know nothing of it. At first glance you realize that you really arent standing on anything, you are merely floating on nothingness, what you once perceived as gravity is now gone, what you once had known as natural order and law, had gone with the world you so closely held onto, but now you hear that ever so familiar voice again,
"come to me my child". It was as if someone were pulling you, but then again it could be something pushing you,
"confusing isnt it"? said he,
"by now you must have made some kind of assumption that you have either died, or just gone insane
"Which is it"?
"Are you lost"?
"Do you want mama"?" or maybe daddy"?" my my, a bit silent aren't we"? well then, well have it your way.
:you black out and feel suddenly cold:
"Wake up my dear child", you hear that same voice again,
but this time you see an old man, he is rather wrinkly, blood shot eyes, long white beard, he looks vaguely familiar but you cant put your finger on it, its as if you were looking at someone you've met before, but who?
"So i see youve gotten used to the world i put you in eh Adam"? but your name isn't Adam its rippin, "o I know your name isn't Adam, but your label is". "You my child are one of my most special of inventions, your are the variable test subject, YOU Adam, are truly my OWN special creation, YOU are like me in EVERY which way, except you arent fully aware of your actions".
The old man now smiles,
"you cant seem to understand it can you"?
" i thought you were smarter then that, but its OK, ill keep it simple".
"Adam have you ever thought of the world around you"? "Have you ever simply took time to take a REAL look around"?
"What makes things like gravity, or how can you explain the forces of push and pull"?
"What happens when you find answers to impossible questions, answers to questions that only i know or even questions that have yet to have been thought up of".
"Did you get any of that or was i to fast for you"?
"Its simple really, I am god, creator of the heavens and the earth and blah blah blah, you know this, but its what you imagine that makes it all true".
"As i said before Adam you trully are nothing more then a test subject", and the world itself is like your giant peetry dish" (a dish that holds molecules and such to be tested).
"At first i started with your landscape, the whole making earth in seven days thing, but it was you who grew from my creations".
What ever i kept on adding into your surroundings, things like disease, harmful plants and animals, even your very thoughts!
"I gave you thoughts of innovation and thoughts of rage and fear, i tested you, to see what i am, what i would do if there were others like me, and YOU, YOU hold the answer to a question that not even I know the answer to"!
You see, God is a term you created, actually you technically created everything you know of, because you and I are the very same. I needed something to watch, something to better understand myself, and as you found yourself for thousands of years, i in turn slowly started finding myself!
In very basic terms I gave you the schematics and taught you how to make the tools,
but it was YOU who created buildings,
It was YOU who created religions all in my name,
and yet to what avail?
What was the point?
what need did you have from creating the millions of people in your planet? they were all so different, they each came from different values and dissents, but to what need I do not know
Why did you create heaven, or hell,
you created it all, I remeber when you did too it was a tuesday afternoon and you just thought to yourself, what happens when i die? and BAM! You thought of a final resting place for all of eternity for those whom have earned such a lifestyle, and then you did something that even i didnt expect, you made a place for those that have done wrong, an eternal damnation for those who gave up in themselves to such an extent that they chose to harm others! You my son are so innoative, just so damn clever!
But why did you make the world that way? I need an answer now, its been at least a thousand years since your other awakening! I mean come on man, give me an answer, because i need it, you need it, we both need it, what is it? WHAT IS IT, DONT DO THIS TO ME AGAIN, TELL ME NOW!
I don't know, you say angerly, this isnt fair, its like you expect so much from me! If i made all of this, and if i trully did, then why did i create famine, why did i create beuty that went hand in hand with utter chaos!, you said in rage
Its not like i like killing people, i never wanted it to be this way! Im only 16,
NO YOUR NOT, stop lying to yourself, said god, you do this everytime and evertime we end up in the same place! i have had enough with you, i love you, but a thousand years is long enough, spit it out, why, why am i here, WHY!,said god
becuase, well, its easy, becuase in the end of the day, we need something to hold on to, i may be you in every way, but at the same time im not, becuase i still need to beleive in something, i still need to beleive in you, but not like this, not like this, you said with passion
well then, i guess, that'll do for now, if anything i say we made real progress, send Adam back, but this time if you do not come back with a real answer, then it'll be over for all of you. Becuase in the end, you need me as much as i need you, in the end, i can always start with something new, remeber that! said God
Goodbye, my child
connection found
reboot
lets start him up where we left him off, said god
(back to the desolate suberbia in which we started off in)
cmon, Rippin wake up, said your mother, wake up everyone's here!
As you walk down the steps the crowd of your freinds and family members shout out Surprise! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIPPIN!
But its not real is it (you thought to yourself), i created this? I created all of this, but this time itll be different, this time i will make this world, that we all know and love, in my own image!
:end of chapter 1:
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- Title: white light
- Artist: solereeper
- Description: its a story ive thought of and would like to share, if u have any ideas or if u think i should add or delete somthin tell me
- Date: 06/07/2010
- Tags: depression confusion crazy anger gods
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Comments (2 Comments)
- firefox228 - 06/16/2010
- i rly like it, but its too confussing. i cant tell who is talking when and your language can be confusing at times too. try to clear it up a bit and it could be amazing. (: and message me when you do. your idea is fantastic
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- solereeper - 06/09/2010
- please tell me what you like and dislike about, and i would love to hear about further ideas
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