• My Prince,

    Loving you was one of the biggest decisions I’ve ever made so far. I told you I am always afraid of being hurt. But with you, I risked so much. For the first time in my life, I can now say straight to the person I love how much he means to me. I’m not perfect. I have flaws and some traits that you hate. But I love you perfectly despite everything.
    I know we started on the wrong foot. That was why our situation was okay for me at first. I was never demanding for anything because whether we admit it or not, we were just testing the water. Remember your words that night? “Let’s just try if this will work”. But when you said you love me, I believe you. I learned to trust you because my feelings started to build inside. So you see, my love for you grew slowly. It didn’t happen just for a night. But this love has surprised me. I didn’t expect it would grow this much. This has taught me to be patient, to forget my pride, and to love unconditionally.
    Love has taught me to hold on though letting go should have been an option. I don’t know where I got the will, but if honesty be told, I am starting to get tired of this. We seem to be not working. We are not cooperating to make this last. Your actions and words, and even the lack of those hurt me. I cried not just once. There are times when you can make me feel unloved. You seem to not care about what I think, feel or say. You get angry easily and throw harsh words at me. But when it’s me who is mad, you care the less. You don’t even pacify my anger. The worst thing there is, you don’t have much time for me. You are busy with so many things. I don’t ask you to give me your whole life and be with me all the time. I only ask you to spare for me despite all the “busy-ness” that you have.
    I’m hurt thinking that this whole thing has been unfair to me. I’ve tried my best to be worthy of your love. I’ve done my part to make this grow. I never stop making efforts to make you feel how much I love you. Yes I know, it is always me who starts the argument. It is always me who picks a fight. But you very well know why I’m like that. I just want you to see me. I complain because I miss you and I need you. I demand because I want to feel that I am important to you.
    Despite everything, I still want us to work. After all the heartaches, disappointments and the tears that I shed because of you, I don’t think I have the courage to turn my back. Please, find in your heart to understand me and see things on my perspective, just for once.

    Love,
    Your Princess