• One day....Seventeen minutes til breaking point.My name is Alyssa.I'm a loner.I don't care for what is outside my dark quiet walls.My room is my life.It's the place i'm going to stay for all my life.I don't get hungry or even thirsty.All I do is lay down on my cold floor.If I feel like it I'll get up and sit in my dark corner.I never was like this.Til that one day.On October 27,2009...I turned 8 years old.I was on my way to my birthday party.Then,my mom stopped for gas.We went into the store and right then my mom got shot in the back of her head.Then I saw the face of my mother's murderer.Her eyes were as cold as a winter night.Her hair easily blown by the wind.Then before i could scream,my dad was shot right threw the heart.The killer didn't even bother to kill me.Ever since that day,I've stayed in my room.Alone,without a care in the world.I was taken to an adoption center in Tokyo Japan.So many people wanted to adopt me.I turned them all down.After the death of my mom and dad,I didn't want anyone to love me.I thought of myself as a disgrace to the world.I never thought about killing myself.Then the thought came to my head.I got up slowly.As I got up I thought about the choice I had just made.I looked at my door nob.I put my hand around it.It was as cold as a vampire's skin.I turned the nob and opened the door.A line off sunlight came into my room.It has been over 5 years since my eyes saw the light of the sun.As I walked out of my room to the front door,I heard noises.I opened the door and saw lots of cars and people.The world I last seen has changed so much.Then suddenly I see my parents' murderer again.This time she is looking at me with the eyes of hatred.She pointed a gun at me.Then I took my last breath and then I saw everything go black.Finally I was back with my parents.Forever.