• "Julia.. I can't kiss...you." Ian says while holding my face between his palms.I reach in for the kiss,Try and grasp his lips... I'm so close,I say in my mind. I'm so,so,so close! And,As soon as it was about to happen.. RING RING RING! the Alarm.. Time for school. I take a shower,A rather hot shower than Warm. I was too stressed out,Because of what Ian had said yesterday. I love you.. Julia But,I could never really tell if his eyes were telling the truth. I turned off the water,And wrap the towel around me that was laying on the floor. I wondered how it got there. My stomach was aching,Terribly.. So,i decided not to do my hair.

    As I came down stairs,To my surprise,Ian was sitting inside of his car,waiting for me! he flashed a smile at me,And beckon me to come on in. So,Of course.. I did. -Who wouldn't! Ian was so so gorgeous. He had blue icy eyes,Beautiful white teeth,The most darkest hair i've ever seen,And his cheeks were so smooth. - Anyway,I went into the car. And gave him a peck on the cheek. He smile his flashing white teeth,Which the smile made my heart go crazy. I smiled back,One of my plain smiles. He leans next to me and says "Hi there Julia." His breath smelled so good. As if he brushed his teeth more than once.
    "Hi Ian. You look DECENT!" I blushed while saying that.
    "Why thank you! You do too."
    "I do not! My hair looks like i've been in a cat fight!"
    Ian chuckles and ruffles my hair "I think it looks pretty darn cute." he changes the subject "Shall we leave?" He says,Still leaning next to me.
    "mmhmm.Sure."
    So,We head off to our school. He opens my door,and I grab his hand,and he helps me get out of the car. We walk together,Arm in arm. "Hi Julia!" Robin says,While standing next to me.
    "Hi Robin! How are you?" I say,With a slight smile.
    "I'm great.Oh Hey! Want to go out tonight?" She smiles really big! And to my surprise,Ian interrupts "I'm sorry to spoil the moment,Robin. But i'm afriad you'll have to wait for a going out night. Julia and I are going out for dinner. I'm very sorry."
    Robin stares at Ian,And stops. And Ian just drags me to my locker.
    "Ian,What is the matter with you?" I say,Very angrily.
    He smiles,Like if its funny. And speaks "Julia,You're going out with me,Tonight. I really need to talk to you." He gives me a kiss on the cheek. "I'll pick you up at 7:00,Okay! Bye,Julia. I love you so much" And he walks away. His words were very nerve wrecking.. He wants to speak with me...? I try to deciphere what is it that he wants to speak about. Nothing comes to mind.

    Its finally 2:59! and everyone is leaving. I started walking home. And.. someone had touched my arm. So,i looked back,It was Ian!
    "Julia. I want to drive you home.." His voice trailed off. I wonder why. He seems so,Joyful today.
    "Oh-Um. Sure,Lets head back to your car." I say with a fake smile.
    "Great! Alright.. Lets go" He says relieved. In the lower pit of my stomach.. I knew something was going to occur. I just couldn't figure out what. I mean,He wants to drive me home. he wants to take me out. What is next? He opens the car door,And As usually.. i hop in without hesitation. I smile as he walks slowly to his seat. Can't he be any slower? I say to myself,very impatient.He finally comes and opens the door. "finally.. you take so long to come to a car door." I said while laughing.
    "Reason was Because i didn't want to see how your facial expression was." He says this without looking at me.
    "What do you mea-" He interrupts me with his index fingers to my lips.
    "What i mean is that,I know that you're a little bit,Irritated. I never took you into my car. And,then to drive you to school. and now home? I know it sounds ridiculous.But,I know you were irritated with me." He takes his finger away from my lips.
    "Bu-" he interrupts me again.
    "Julia... I want to show you I love you. Tell me..." His voice cracked "Tell me how can i make you love me?" He says this looking at me,directly in my eyes. And,I glare.
    "Ian,I already love you. I love you way too much. I can do anything for you..What more do you expect for me? I can't take you to places,I'm not a money maker." I try and put on a smile. and he turns his face away from mine.
    "Julia.. I don't care if you can't take me to places i want to go. I don't mind that. What i do mind is that,You never show me your feelings." He starts to drive.
    "Ian,I try and show you my feelings. I'm not really that readable face type. I'm sorry its hard. But,I do express my feelings. SO much more than you'd expect."
    "Alright Julia. I believe you." He smiles. and I smile back. In just 15 mintues,Of silience,He is at my house. And,I hop out of the door.
    "Julia." he says. I turn and face him."See you at 7." How cute was he??
    "Alright Ian. I can't wait!" But honestly.. i can. I know something bad was going to happen.