• Every night, I spend alone
    accompanied by my tears
    every day goes so slow
    each painful second feels like years

    My emotions I keep to myself
    for nobody to see
    hidden under fake smiles and laughs
    no one to know how I really feel, no one but me

    I want to say how I feel
    I just want to shout it out
    but my fear of you not loving me back
    leaves me shadowed in doubt

    Tell me why you make me lose my breath
    why my heart doubles its beat
    tell me why I hate to love you
    why my heart is put through deceit

    How can you look me in the eyes
    when you see my pain?
    How can you talk to me
    when you can’t remember my name?

    You’ve put my heart under attack
    you cut it in two
    this is why I HATE you so much!!
    …this is why I love you