• I want someone to see me
    No, not the shell I wear everyday
    I want them to know me
    And not just who I pretend to be

    I want them to tell me not to be strong
    To tell me to cry, to know something is wrong
    I want someone who understands
    The pain that knows no end

    Is my act really that great?
    That no one can see it’s really fake.
    Al they hear is the laughter
    When I want then to see the tears

    They see the smile I wear like a mask
    The accepted it as real, when I want them to ask
    Why doesn’t your smile reach your eyes?
    How can I help you to realize

    You are loved
    People do care
    Why do you sit over there?
    All alone, without someone to care

    But no one will ever be that kind
    Life is cruel
    That much is true
    We’re all alone, even in a room full of people

    How can I live all alone forever?
    Maybe I can, maybe I can’t
    I’ve been trying for so long
    But I feel like giving up

    My emotions have been reawaken
    No long can I be cold and uncaring
    A heart that beats is hell to stop
    As much as I wish it would all just cease

    I surround myself with depression and ice
    Praying I can find that state of nothingness
    But still I can feel the blood flow
    From an open wound I cannot find

    How can I be alive when I feel so dead?
    Why do I keep doing things that hurt so much?
    Every breath brings another pang of pain
    Every moment being seconds away from tears?

    What kind of pathetic life I lead.