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Raping me was fun for him.
After, he asked me how I liked it.
Perhaps he already lived in a cell,
Ex-communicated, soul-deaf.
I told him and he laughed, stroked me.
So? He was boss. On top.
A woman wanted that, no?
Crying, crying, I said nothing.
Rape was a wound across my sky.
I saw blackness beyond the blue.
My life was twisted, like those girders
Earthquakes throw brutally to the ground.
After such helplessness, what hope?
Going on with my life in blackness,
A black sky, black rage in my heart,
In my mind an endless blackness,
Nothing within me but blackness
Screamed at the father no longer there,
The screams like walls I took with me,
The walls of screams protecting me,
How could I love without seeing?
Even so, the light pierced me,
Shattering the cell of fury,
Opening my heart again
Under a new sun, once more
Laughing in the chill of fear.
- by shadowofthewild |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 11/30/2008 |
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- Title: Blackness...
- Artist: shadowofthewild
- Description: I was raped by a two close family member for years. Finally theyre gone and i feel free, but im always afraid. this poem describes how i feel
- Date: 11/30/2008
- Tags: blackness fear rape
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Comments (6 Comments)
- CD-Mannie - 02/15/2009
- just know that the man who did it will pay for his brutal mistake...
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- The Ocarina Knight113 - 12/13/2008
- dude same thing over here but some girl i could give s**t about rapes me.
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- The-Suicide-Angel - 12/12/2008
- holy snappleesss!!!! -huggs- im sowwie sad 5/5
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- prettygirl9117 - 11/30/2008
- i'm really srry...
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- Precious Misery - 11/30/2008
- i kno the feelin darling!just kno that im here!even tho now you can take care of yourself...and im smaller than you
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- Jeyrin - 11/30/2008
- wow! That must be scary. I'll give you a 5/5. Rate back? It's posted in my mule, and called "Unspoken Message"
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