• The Cycle of Heartbreaks

    By: Karen AKA Loner


    I saw him walking down the hall
    My heart started beating like a jack hammer
    What was that feeling?

    Two year ago, I thought it was a crush
    Had 5 classes with him then
    Oh, how I regret my ignorance

    Last year I only had 1 class with him
    We laughed and played around
    I cherished those days

    Until, he started seeing this girl
    That ******** skank whore
    Sure she's ******** talented and pretty

    I saw them together at lunch that day
    My heart broke into two
    I couldn't breathe

    I laid my head down on the blue bench
    Trying not to cry from this reality
    Holding up a weak barrier

    My friends asked me what's wrong
    I couldn't tell them... I just couldn't
    I told them I wasn't feeling well

    Since then, I saw them everyday
    Killing me slowly each day
    I was so dumb

    My mother then told me we're moving
    I was shocked by her words
    What of my friends and... him

    The last day of school
    My friends shed tears for me
    He... didn't even glance my way

    I shed... one tear
    One tear for my friends
    None for him

    I was an udder foul
    He was an a*****e
    I don't need him

    My new high school
    New friends
    A fresh start

    Slowly, I stepped out of my shell
    Gaining new friends and keeping contact with the old
    Finding new sorrow

    A new crush nessled in my weak heart
    Have him only on P.E.
    Man, is he something

    We race each other, play around
    We even danced together
    I still have fun with him

    After class, he hangs out with a girl
    Is it just a friend?
    And so... the cycle of heartbreaks continue...