• I feel like something's wrong with me,
    like my concience isn't clear.
    like my ears are wide open
    but i can't really hear.
    It feels like my vision is distorted,
    and focus is out of mind.
    Like someone right in front of me,
    looks dead and left behind.
    I don't know what has caused
    this horrible train-of-thought,
    but I sure do know
    what it has brought.
    Pain and agony has filled my head,
    and I don't know why.
    But I surley and do dread
    the thoughts that I get,
    and the things that they say
    I feel misserable anyway.
    I feel like something is my fault
    but I can't explain.
    For my life will cease as I know it,
    and things will really change.
    I don't know this feeling.
    It kind of has me scared.
    To know that something is in me
    that I just can't bear.
    A weight has just been thrown on me,
    and Ifeel it won't be lifted,
    untill I know that my heart
    has really and truely shifted.