This Heart

• Artist: GrimmMari-chan
• Description: Pretty much just what the title says... I was thinking of the guy I like. I don't even know if he knows my name, let alone notices me. So, thus came this. IDK if it's good or if it's crap. Why won't you guys be the judge of that?
• Date: 02/01/2009
• Tags: heart

I am so sick
Of always thinking of you,
And now my life’s miserable,
And I don’t know what to do.

I can’t keep hoping,
Can’t just hang on.
I’m not perfect.
I can’t wait that long.

But why do I wish
For what was never there?
I hate it all.
God, it’s not fair.

Everyone around me
Will never know
About how I feel
And the tears I’ll never show.

They can’t ever know
That I’m falling apart
And I’d do anything
To get rid of this heart.

Just being around you
Made my heart begin to beat,
But now that it’s alive,
These wounds are able to bleed.

God knows how much
I want to hate you,
So why does my stupid heart
Want to wait for you?

If I tore this heart out,
Then could I not feel?
Would the apathy I fake
Become any more real?

Would my coldness
Become less of an act?
Could I gain the empty heart
That I need but still lack?

I try to run away,
But you’re still in my head.
Would this heart hurt any less
If I were heartless or dead?

You barely know me,
But I wish you’d let me go.
This heart I keep trying to hide
Is slowly beginning to show.

You’ve made me vulnerable.
I hate how that feels,
And, thanks to this heart,
It’s nothing if not real.

Comments

[MageKirby]

I think some lines you made into 2 could've been left as 1 line. This was much better than the other one in terms of technicality.

[ll Tears of Joy ll]

wow
i really like it
It sounds really good
and the rhyming is good too
And he probz does kno ur name
You shouldnt just give up