• Any things better then laying on the bathroom floor being ignored
    anythings better then being unlovable
    anything is better the stairing at the other people fit in
    any thing is better then me

    I wish I could just dissappear into the land of the ones before us.
    and carve my forgotten name into a dead tree
    so that some one else who is ignored like me will find it.
    and come to the land to be enjoyed forever more

    anythings better then being me
    the person every one h8s
    the person who has her own opinion
    and doesn't feel like following anyone else
    the person with a mind that can think for its self.
    the person who throws up her food so no onw can call her fat
    the person who cuts herself beacause no one else will

    I wish I could dissappear from the people wround me lives and maybe just maybe they'll say

    "hey wheres that one girl who sits in the sorner by her self?"