• I walk through the door and look up from the floor,
    our eyes meet,
    I stare at a table then glance up at random,
    our eyes meet,
    Randome or by chance, every little glance,
    it hurts and there is no way to stop it,
    and even if it ended, it wouldn't stop the hurting,
    it would only delay it or pile it on someone else,
    and i can't do that, not after i've lived through
    months of this type of pain, no one else should live through that.
    Why must it hurt so much?