• Yes as this sweet rush pulses through my veins until it pulses no more, yeah this must be heaven because I swear I can feel your body next to mine. And the sharp bite of the razor didn't do any good I want out escape with this empty bottle in my hand laughing myself to sleep again.

    And you can say your f**king sorry I wont believe it like the million times you told me you loved me, I'm f**king dead now happy? I hope so I hope this was all worth it now leave with her I don't care anymore, why should I? All this ever brought to me is f**king pain and memories.

    And now I'm laying here cut up and drugged up for the sake of your happiness for you can kiss me goodbye for the last f**king time. I hope you cry. No, I take that back I hope you DIE! Go to hell I wont tell...No one will know, it will be our little secret.

    I laugh in the face of death and love. And I regret telling you I love you because it means nothing to me anymore. If you so much as think about talking to me again I'll spit in your hopeless face. Oh wait, you'll never get that chance because I forgot i'm sitting here half dead in the middle of my floor with nothing worth caring about about anymore.

    So I'll see you in hell and don't forget, I'll never tell.