• this is what i call a teenage drug without the illegal,
    i peak i had reached but still i climbed,
    arriving anywhere and not being anywhere,
    in between a.m.'s when insomnia refuses to leave,
    when your awake your mind wanders,
    when your awake your mind sleeps,
    sleep is not even a want,
    it's a need,
    sleep becomes a beast unfeed uncared for and unappreciated,
    eyes opened shut,
    preoccupy your mind,
    as soon as head meets pillow hallucinations occur,
    waking you in a eruption of fears,
    reruns reruns infomercials infomercials,
    sleep sleep sleep,
    smoke smoke,
    awake,
    im still awake.