• This is the note I left my ex-boyfriend when I realized I wasn't happy being with him. I took all my stuff. Moved into a new apartment and changed my phone number. So... Moral of the story. Don't move in with your boyfriend.

    I don’t know what I’m gonna do.
    I’m not convinced that I love you.
    I miss your body when my mind starts to stray.
    But my hearts still breaking and I’m not sure I should stay.
    There are nights I want to hold you,
    And days that I can’t come home.
    I’m so afraid to face you when I know I’ve done nothing wrong
    I think I’m only hoping,
    To still call you a friend.
    I wish I was always petty,
    So I could say it was just pretend.
    But I know,
    If I truly loved you,
    I’d have been in your arms last night.
    Not shaking like a leaf,
    Crying and staying out of sight.
    I wonder where you think I am when you call so late at night.
    Did you even notice
    I wasn’t home on time?
    I’m confused and I’m hurting
    And I won’t be home again tonight.