• thinking never seemed so hard
    my lifeless appearance
    and ghostly image
    i'm slowly losing sanity
    i clench my head
    and fall to the floor
    when i sleep
    i don't want to wake up anymore
    then i open my eyes to reality
    realize that understanding it all
    comes with consequence
    all things with a price
    come life
    welcome death
    the future brings me sadness
    i wish for the past