• This feeling is bugging me
    a bursting in my chest.
    holding on to memories that i can easily forget.
    the sweet things i smell make me wonder about you.
    I believe or i know ive sensed something new.
    i want to tell the difference between love and obsession.
    i turn my unnoticed feelings for you into frustration... aggression.
    i want you to her to see me so i can at least get a word out
    but if i get too close im afraid my heart might shout.
    I love you? i need you? your my only and whole?
    i had you? i lost you? i have no real goal.
    my face begins to darken.
    provocative colors.
    i cannot begin to see you until theres no others.
    am i bieng unfair? am i hurting you so?
    can you ever forgive me? please answer no.
    i shouldnt and cant. i wont let you see.
    a monster of colors that describe only me.