• To this date
    I know my fate is to hate
    and love myself
    In front of all I am i love with who I am and how well I act
    When I am alone, I hate
    Ugh that face
    Ugh what a disgrace
    but surely I mustn't leave a trace
    I don't know why
    but every night i cry
    Oh I'm caught in such a lie
    but I refuse to drop dead, to die
    Well, my oh my
    I also refuse to be shy
    Ugh those eyes!!
    Such cryful teary eyes
    they hold such lies
    I hold a grudge against myself
    yet I love myself...
    no, I hate myself
    Oh such contradiction
    such confliction
    such confusion
    such possibility of impossibility
    what to think oh what to think