• I am bound in chains of despair and feeding upon the pain of rejection
    My darkened soul cries out in the dark oblivion I call my life
    I am cursed to spend eternity in darkness and plight
    For I am the queen of sorrows
    I am twisted within the shadows of pain and write in its beauty
    The agony of love has become my blessed curse
    I welcome death as it becomes the truth of me

    The haunting beat of your heart twists inside my soul
    The words of your lyrical voice becomes malevolence incarnate, must I listen to this iniquitous blinding sound
    The obscurity of it all calls to the warped transcendence of the essence that was once called me

    the feel of silk ... soft, smooth and alluring warm to the touch
    softly pulsating evocative and erotic hints of vanilla and musk
    sweetness roll across your tongue .. shadows of heat
    tongue and lips moving in accord, your heart starts to rush
    your body becomes heated, ecstasy begins to bloom
    your breath coming faster in anticipation
    then the ecstasy blooms into full blown passion
    you rip my mouth away from your throat
    our lips meet in a heated passionate kiss as the blood runs down your chest . . .

    My love bleeds out, shifting, pulsing upon the frozen ground.
    What has happened to my soul?
    Darkness has swept upon me and over taken my world.
    As I lay twisted amongst the roses, despair changes who I am.