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[xDarkWinterx]

Lιαϻ Ӎαттнεω Lαɴεxxxxxxx
ʟιғε ιs α ραятӌ…sσ ωε ϻιɢнт αs ωεʟʟ ɖαɴcε.

"Liam didn't mind the male's teasing. He liked that about him, the humor and strange words he said at times. Liam could dish out his own teasing. At times he didn't like when others teased him but with Alaine it was something he liked in away. Sure it was odd to like someone's teasing but he found it amusing in a way. Liam waited by the male as he locked the door, turning all the locks just to make sure no one came in. He nodded at the male's words glad he didn't mind. It wasn't as if he was going to do anything to the male. Liam was good at keeping his hands to himself, especially during sleeping. He didn't like to be close to others when he slept he tried to keep as far away. Liam most likely wouldn't sleep but still he took the male's words into account. He watched the male as he moved toward the stairs. Liam took a step as he followed the male, heading up stairs to his room. He had never slept over at another male's house before, he usually slept at his house if anything. It made him a little uncomfortable but it wasn't a big deal to him. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ
"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."

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Alaine didn't care if the male liked or disliked his teasing. So long as his words didn't send the male over the edge and piss him off. He continued on do the hall and up the stairs, Liam not too far behind him. At the top of the stairs, he took a few steps into his bedroom, there he set his bag on the floor infront of the dresser. There he knelt down and unzipped the bag, carefully taking out all it's contents and lining them up on top of the dresser. Even though the bottles still held a few pills, he knew it was time to refill them all. Seven pill bottles and a thick zipped up book lay on top of the dresser. At the bottom of his bag lay used needles and testing strips. He grimaced at the dirty objects."Be right back." he said,lifting the bag from the floor and standing up. He quickly made his way back downstairs and dumped all objects into the garbage can. While he was down there, he also placed two boxes of insulin into the fridge before making his way back upstairs. Alaine didn't mess anymore with his medicine or anything else in the room, he just crawled into bed and pulled the covers up to his shoulder.

As he lay there on his side watching the male, a million different questions buzzed through his head. Just what sort of person was Liam? And why did he find him so alluring? It had been years since Alaine had ever felt like this towards anyone, he couldn't understand what it was about Liam. Sure he was nice, honest, sweet, and a bit of a tease, but that didn't mean anything. He was still a stranger. A stranger he not only took to dinner, not only told plenty of personal stuff, and and not only allowed to drive his car. But a stranger he was allowing to spend the night in his home and sleep in his bed. Yeah, he was asking to be killed in his sleep.


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[xDarkWinterx]

Lιαϻ Ӎαттнεω Lαɴεxxxxxxx
ʟιғε ιs α ραятӌ…sσ ωε ϻιɢнт αs ωεʟʟ ɖαɴcε.

"Liam followed the male up the stairs. As he looked around, his eyes looking down the hallway and to different parts of the upstairs. Liam followed the male into the room, he moved toward the bed, as the male dealt with his bag. He didn't know what the male was doing with his medications nor did he care to ask. Liam undid the buckle on his belt, as he undid his pants. He removed them setting them aside on the floor. Liam nodded as the male spoke, watching him leave the room. He sighed softly as he pulled the blankets up, and sat down. Liam looked around the room seeing a little bit of the male inside the room but still hardly any. He wanted to know more about the male but there wasn't anything to know about him here.

As the male came into the room, he slipped down beneath the blankets as he stared up at the ceiling. Liam felt the bed shift as the male laid down on the other side of the bed. He could feel the male's eyes watching him, but it didn't bother him. Liam didn't know why the male was staring but he could help but turn his head and look at him. He smiled at the male, "What?" Liam asked curiously wondering if the male wanted to say something, or was he just not tired. He turned over on his side as he faced the male. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ
"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."

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Alaine blushed again as the male turned to face him, that cute smile again in place. He blinked as the male questioned him. Just how long had he been staring at the male? His mind went blank, trying to think of something intelligent to say to the male. 'Quick, an excuse, something, say it.' he yelled at himself. "Um....have you ever been with a guy?" he asked. <********! Not that something!' Alaine blushed even harder as he realized what he said and squeezed his eyes shut as he awaited the males reply. There was no way a guy that good looking could ever be gay. People like Liam usually hung from gorgeous model-like girls and were "just friends" [if even that] with people like Alaine. He crack open one eye to see the males' face, still nervous about his reply. He was trying to think of something else, something better to ask. Besides even if by some miracle it turned out that the male was gay or maybe a little bi-curious, what would it matter? It's not like by asking Liam would have any interest in him. Especially after the way he had been so wishy washy with him today. If that didn't scream, Alaine was crazy and approach with caution, he didn't know what would.


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[xDarkWinterx]

Lιαϻ Ӎαттнεω Lαɴεxxxxxxx
ʟιғε ιs α ραятӌ…sσ ωε ϻιɢнт αs ωεʟʟ ɖαɴcε.

"Liam saw the blush against the male's face, he couldn't help but smile more. He never knew the male could blush so much but he found it cute and innocent. Liam waited for an answer as the male seemed to think about what to say to him. He was patient and didn't mind waiting for the male to speak or not speak. As the male spoke, it wasn't a question he had been expecting of him. Liam stared at the male not sure whether if the question was serious or was he joking. Seeing the blush still plastered on his face, he knew the male was serious even though he may have not meant to ask it. He smiled seeing the male close his eyes against his embarrassment. Liam had never been asked such a question before but perhaps it was just the male assumed he was straight. He was far from straight, he had never even been with a female before. Liam watched as the male opened an eye to look at him, to see probably if he was annoyed by his question. He relaxed a little as he laid next to the male on his side. " Yes, I've been with guys before, and before you ask, no I don't like girls. I'm gay." Liam replied teasing the male slightly, but also probably answering another one of his questions. He disliked girls, but had only been with a few men in his life. Liam didn't like putting himself out there, he normally kept to himself from relationships. He had been with perhaps only three people in his life so far. Liam was pretty distant from others, he trusted people perhaps but had been hurt in the past and didn't want to get close enough to be with someone. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ
"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."

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Alaine stared at the male dumbly. He was gay? Really? Then why did he give off a feel that he was straight or bi? He could have sworn that Liam was at the very least Bi-sexual and was merely humoring him when it came to allowing him to lay on him and holding his hand. But maybe....no, the man barely knew him. Alaine blushed a bit more at the males' teasing tone. He chewed on his lip trying to think of another question to ask him. He knew what he wanted to ask him, but the only way that would happen was if he blurted it out again. He looked between the mattress and the males' face. "Okay, are you single? If you are, when was your last date? And if you aren't then why do you let me lay on you and hold my hand?" he asked quickly before he again regretted the words leaving his mouth. He honestly didn't give a damn about when the males last date was, but he was dying to know why he liked to tease him so much and let him hold his hand. He was still trying to wrap around how he successfully managed bringing the male home and now laying in bed with him. Even if they weren't doing anything, he considered it better than nothing given what happened earlier today.


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[xDarkWinterx]

Lιαϻ Ӎαттнεω Lαɴεxxxxxxx
ʟιғε ιs α ραятӌ…sσ ωε ϻιɢнт αs ωεʟʟ ɖαɴcε.

"Liam watched the male curiously as he seemed surprised by his words. Perhaps he pulled off straight to the male, but he wasn't bisexual. He had never liked woman really, they were to annoying to him. Liam found men to be more relaxing in a way, easy going to be with. He found that woman were to clingy to him, and mostly only wanted him for show. To him he liked watching the male to see every emotion upon his face, whether it be annoyance, hate, happiness, liking, or even his embarrassments. Liam watched the male seeing he wanted to know more about him, which he didn't mind answering him, after all it was better to be honest with someone. He didn't like when the male looked away from him, but he didn't mind. Liam listened as the male spoke, taking his words into account. Another set of questions he hadn't expected but didn't mind either. "Yes, I'm single. My last date was probably a year ago. And to why I let you lay on me, and why I hold your hand. I like you perhaps." He replied smiling at the male. Liam hadn't honestly been on a date in a year, the last person was an old friend who came to see him when he moved to New York but it was a short relationship. It only last a couple weeks before the other moved onto someone else. He was used to being thrown away and knew what to expect when everything was over. Liam didn't mind it, after all he was trusting and yet could be easily played with if he gave them the chance. He didn't like being played. Liam moved to New York to work, not to make relationships, but perhaps that could change, or not. He didn't know where this was going, but if Alaine became just a friend, it didn't matter to him. Liam welcomed friends but only if it was wanted. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ
"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."

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Alaine smiled under the blanket at the last few words the male spoke. "You're crazier than I thought." he teased. It wasn't that he distrusted the male, but his brain and heart kept telling him to not give in just yet. He moved to his stomach, folding his arms under his chin. "Have you ever hurt anyone? Even if it was just an accident?" He wanted to know, needed to know. If anything the male was saying to him was true and he even wanted to try getting closer to the male he had to know. He couldn't go through the motions of getting his hopes up and getting hurt again. Not like that anyways. Alaine didn't give a damn about having his heart broke, it was his body he was worried about. He could by looking at the male that he wouldn't hurt so much as a fly.This was nothing but his past eating at him again. His gut told him all of this, just like it told him he should have stayed away from that last person. Back then he didn't listen, now it was on his top twenty of most important questions.


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[xDarkWinterx]

Lιαϻ Ӎαттнεω Lαɴεxxxxxxx
ʟιғε ιs α ραятӌ…sσ ωε ϻιɢнт αs ωεʟʟ ɖαɴcε.

"Liam could see the male's face as he smiled, he saw the corners over his mouth perk up. He chuckled softly as the male spoke, "Perhaps I am." Liam had never been called crazy before, but maybe to the male he was. He didn't know the male well enough to understand him or know where he was coming from. After all it was just the first time he had spoken to the male. He had seen him but never spoke to him, he liked speaking with Alaine. Liam found the male comforting, even if he was trying to be mean. He didn't find Alaine mean, but protective not of others but of himself. Liam listened as the male spoke again, he knew there was things the male wasn't telling him, but knew better not to force it out of him. It wasn't any of his business and would let the male tell him if he wanted to. He thought about the question, trying to think if he had hurt any one. The only thing he could think of was he had told Johnny about an ex-girlfriend whom he had caught cheating on him with another man. Johnny didn't talk to him for almost two months. "Yes, one time but it wasn't intentional. A friend of mine, his girlfriend had been cheating on him and I caught her, and told him. I know it sounds stupid and all but that's the only time." Liam spoke thinking about it. It was shortly after graduation. His friend Johnny had been planning for months to propose to his ex. He hadn't wanted to tell him but knew he had to, otherwise he would be in a lie for the long run. "

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[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ
"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."

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Alaine nodded, again relief flooding him. If it had been the male physically hurt anyone, he would have had to ask him to leave here and now. He looked back at the male studying him for a moment, he wondered if he should tell the male. After all Liam said he might like him, and if they were to maybe move things along wouldn't it be better if he went ahead and got all of this out of the way. Alaine sighed and moved closer to the male, again averting his eyes from the male. "That's good." he said softly. "I don't think I would be able to stand it if you said you'd done something to someone else. I hate violent people." 'Actually it's more borderline terrified.' It was easy to say that Alaine had had an unlucky streak of meeting bad men. From the Priest at his orphanage to his last boyfriend three years ago. Through the years he'd grown cold, distant, and was a hop, skip and jump away from becoming a hermit. Turning his eyes to the male, he bit his bottom lip for a moment. To tell or not to tell. Oh to hell with it. If in the long road, he was going to find out, he would rather just get it over and done with.

Again moving to his side, he kept his gaze away. "So if I were to ask you out, I wouldn't have to.....I mean........can I trust you?" he asked not able to find the right words. He had them, they were there, but he couldn't seem to figure out how to word it. From the time he was five until his thirteenth birthday, Alaine was victim to the Priest who ran both the church and the orphanage. He ran away when he was fifteen and hadn't looked back since. Unfortunately being a young teen on the streets of New York wasn't exactly the safest thing. For a couple of years he was, but finding a job and a place to live was hard. When he was eighteen, he was finally settled, didn't have to worry about getting send to a group home, and was making something of a break through in recovering. He didn't fear the world as much as he used to, he was sociable, and enjoyed life. But again life decided to be cruel to him. One night while walking home he was attacked by some big, brawny fellow. He'd tried his damnedest to get the guy off of him, but instead wound up in the hospital. Alaine lifted his eyes to the male, pleading, praying, hoping against hope that he could trust Liam.


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[xDarkWinterx]

Lιαϻ Ӎαттнεω Lαɴεxxxxxxx
ʟιғε ιs α ραятӌ…sσ ωε ϻιɢнт αs ωεʟʟ ɖαɴcε.

"Liam wasn't a violent person, it just wasn't in his nature. He was an honest person, and couldn't lie. Liam preferred the truth than anything, he had been lied to plenty of times and didn't want to lie to others knowing it would only hurt them as well. He had never really been in a fight before, sure there was fights between him and his brother since they were only a year apart, his brother Charlie being the older on. Liam had never raised a hand toward a lover or a friend before. He watched the male, as he seemed to be trying to decide if he was telling the truth. Liam didn't lie to the male, as his words were true. He could tell the male had been lied to before and probably hurt in the past. Liam didn't want to hurt the male and if the male saw a first sign that he was going to be hurt. He knew Alaine would drop him just like that.

As he male relaxed, he watched as he moved closer toward him. Liam hated it when the male looked away from him. He wanted to see the male, he wanted the male to see him, but it wasn't as if he could force the male to look at him. Liam relaxed as he laid there, he listened as the male spoke. He nodded in agreement as the male spoke, he couldn't promise he couldn't hurt the male but he hoped that he didn't. Liam found the male fragile in a way, like he didn't trust people. He didn't know what had happened to the male. Liam watched the male, as he laid there. He heard the male speak again, as he seemed lost for words. Liam listened to the question, not sure if the male had honestly wanted to ask him out or was just trying to make sense of it all. "Yes, you can trust me." He replied softly and honestly. Liam didn't want the male to not trust him, he didn't want to scare him away. There was many things about the male he didn't know and wasn't sure if the male would even tell him. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ
"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."

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Alaine knew he wasn't making much sense. But at least the male wasn't teasing him about it. He smiled at the males words and nodded. For now he would trust him. For now he would forget about the what-if's because frankly, he believed Liam. He'd spent nearly the entire day with him and not once had the male showed him any reason to distrust him. Sure he was a little opinionate, but who wasn't?At least he was somewhat open and seemed to be honest when he spoke to him. It was better than his last boyfriend who fed him nothing but a steady diet of lies, used him for sex, and left him more broken and in shambles than he'd ever been. He never wanted to go back to that, never wanted to be that weak again. It was because of that weakness that he was as skittish as a cat, the reason for all the locks on the doors, and the reason he slept with a gun under his gun. Speaking of which, he should probably really put it away. Sitting up, Alaine reached under his pillow to reveal a GP 35 handgun. He took a glance to the male out of the corner of his eye to see his reaction. It wasn't like he was going to shoot him. In fact it was the reason he was taking it out, just so he could put the thing on safety. Stupid, he knew, to be sleeping with it right under his head and not have the safety on. But hey, he did what he had to do. Six deadbolts might be nice, but there was more than one way of breaking in. And when and if that time ever came, Alaine was going to be ready for it.

Holding the gun in one hand and going through a quick check with the other, Alaine quickly made sure the gun was loaded, locked, and had no way of going off. When he was done, he reached over to the night stand and stashed it away into the table drawer. When it was hidden away, he moved back to the male sitting in front of him with his legs crossed and the blanket draped around him. He probably looked like a little kid waiting for someone to tell him a story. "Alright." he said, smiling at the male, "For now I'll trust you." Moving to his knees, Alaine, leaned forward, cupped the males' neck with his right hand while using his left for balance and pressed a soft kiss to the males' cheek. When he pulled away, he was smiling cutely and let his hand cover one of the males'. He hoped he was right in trusting him.


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[xDarkWinterx]

Lιαϻ Ӎαттнεω Lαɴεxxxxxxx
ʟιғε ιs α ραятӌ…sσ ωε ϻιɢнт αs ωεʟʟ ɖαɴcε.

"They were both tired and it was getting late so it made sense to him if the male was speaking randomly. He watched as another smile was plastered on the male's face, he was glad the male was taking his words. Liam knew the male hadn't know him long, but still it took trust to get it back, just like respect. He had no reason to lie to the male, if he was going to lie to him he would have done it along time ago. Liam wouldn't be here either if he didn't want to. He didn't want to hurt Alaine, he wanted to get to know him better, it was nice to just to start out simple with him. Liam didn't want to rush into things with the male. He liked to take things slow, even if they were just friends he was content with that. Liam didn't know how many friends Alaine had but he was sure it wasn't a lot but who was he to judge him, it wasn't as if he had a lot of friends either.

As the male sat up, he watched him curiously. When the male pulled the gun from beneath his pillow, it wasn't something he was expecting. Liam stared up at the male, wondering what he was going to do or what he was doing. He disliked guns, and saw no reason to own one. Sure there would be a chance one day he may need one but he wasn't comfortable with them. Liam lay there watching the male with curiosity as he fiddled with the gun. He didn't want to ask what he was doing, it was probably better not to. Liam relaxed as he lay there, he didn't think the male was going to shoot him so there was no reason to fear it. He watched as the male stuffed it inside a drawer before turning back to him. Liam smiled at the male as he watched him, sitting there innocently. He looked up at the male as he spoke, nodding. Liam watched as the male moved toward him, as he leaned over. He relaxed as Alaine put his hand around his neck. Liam wasn't sure what the male was doing but felt his lips against his cheek eventually. He smiled up at the male as he pulled away. Liam pulled the male's hand toward him, as he covered it. He leaned forward slightly as he kissed the male's hand before pulling away and relaxing as he laid there as the held the male's hand. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Ạᶅαιие ᴄɦɋмβеяѕ
"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."

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Alaine watched the male as he took his hand and kissed it. He knew he was right in trusting the male. Again he laid down beside the male, holding his hand and making no moves of letting go. Alaine closed his eyes and muttered a soft "Goodnight." to the male. It didn't take long before he was fast asleep. For once in a long while he slept peacefully; he barely moved, didn't yell or muttered. His only movements were keeping a gentle grip on the males' hand and the occasional nuzzling his pillow. But other than that, he was quiet, still and completely at peace. By the time his alarm cloak blared at 9:40 AM, he was well rested but still quite sluggish and reluctant to move. He opened his eyes slowly, the first thing he saw before him was the males' hand clasping his own. He gave it a gentle squeeze, wanting to make sure that all of this was still real and he wasn't dreaming. But he was real, he was here. Alaine averted his gaze from their hands to the males form beside him. He still couldn't believe just how incredibly handsome the male was. He was like something out of his dreams. As he lay there admiring his new acquaintance he couldn't help but wonder, why him? He was nothing special;he wasn't attractive, his personality was borderline morbid, and he was shy to the point of pathetic. So why would someone as kind and sexy as Liam pay any attention to him? He didn't get it. There must be something wrong with the male. Alaine was crazy and only attracted other crazy people.


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[xDarkWinterx]

Lιαϻ Ӎαттнεω Lαɴεxxxxxxx
ʟιғε ιs α ραятӌ…sσ ωε ϻιɢнт αs ωεʟʟ ɖαɴcε.

"As he laid there he was growing steadily tired. He didn't know why he was tired but perhaps he found it relaxing just to lay there with someone else. Liam hadn't slept in two days, he had been awake most of the time. He had dozed off here and there at home but never actually getting any sleep. Liam usually woke up if he fell asleep, perhaps only for a few minutes if he was lucky. He couldn't understand why now he was getting tired, but perhaps it was for the best. After all he couldn't stay up the rest of the morning, he needed sleep if he was going to be working tonight. Liam watched as the male slipped down beneath the blankets laying down. He smiled as the male spoke, as he held onto his hand. "Night." Liam replied softly, as he squired a little as he pulled the blankets around him. He remained on his side, as he laid there. Soon after Alaine fell into sleep, Liam drifted off as well. It was surprising that he had slept though the morning, not waking up one bit. He could feel the male moving next to him as he slept but he didn't bother to wake up. Liam kept his grip on the male's hand, seeing as neither was letting go. He heard the sound of the alarm clock but didn't bother to open his eyes. Liam wasn't a morning person, when he did manage to get sleep. He felt the male squeeze his hand, knowing he was awake. Liam shifted slightly next to male, as he tried to hide himself beneath the blankets. He didn't want to get up he was too comfortable next to the male. "