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[xDarkWinterx]

"Jealousy was not something that he was used to. However he found that he liked it when it came to Samuel. Micha was glad in a way that Samuel would be jealous if he hired a male assistant. He hadn’t thought as Samuel being the jealous type however. Micha couldn’t help but find it interesting that he would be jealous over a male assistant. He watched as Samuel rolled his eyes at his question. Micha wasn’t bothered by the action after all he had rolled his eyes at Samuel numerous times. He wasn’t satisfied though with the small answer even though he did know why. Micha watched as Samuel glanced toward him before returning his eyes toward the road. He waited patiently to see if Samuel would give him a straight answer. Micha listened as Samuel finally gave his answer. He couldn’t help but laugh at the answer even though it was true. Micha shook his head lightly as he laughed, ”My…my…Aren’t we jealous…” He spoke teasing Samuel. Micha knew that Samuel had no place to speak but still he found his jealously worth it. He couldn’t afford to hire a male assistant after all he would be either distracting to him or become distracted by his models. Micha leaned over as he kissed Samuel’s cheek, ”Jealously suits you.” He spoke teasing Samuel once more. Micha didn’t mind the jealously coming from Samuel after all he enjoyed seeing a different side of him. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

Jealousy was something he'd like Micha to never get used to. He didn't get jealous very often and when he did it tended to be ugly. Samuel didn't want Micha to see that part of himself. But judging from his expression, it would seem the male thought quite the opposite. Perhaps it was because it was a new side to him. Or maybe because with Micha he could be a bit more human. There was no telling and he wasn't going to waste time trying to figure it out. He'd said his peace and if Micha disagreed with it there was no helping it. They both had their own feelings about the men they worked with, it was only a matter of time before they disagreed about someone the other worked with. As Micha soon laughed at his reply, he let out an exasperated sigh and waited for Micha to finish teasing him. He hadn't expected the male to kiss him, nor did he try to stop him. A small smirk graced his lips when the male teased him again. "Yeah, yeah. But y'know I could say the same about you when it comes to Alaine." he replied, teasing back.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

"MIcha knew that jealousy was not something to take lightly after all it was an emotion that could get out of hand. When it came to seeing Samuel jealous he found that he rather liked that Samuel was jealous of his intention but knew not to provoke him. As he laughed, Micha heard Samuel sigh while he teased him. He smiled as Samuel relaxed against his kissing and teasing not minding either. However as Samuel spoke his own feelings of jealousy rose and soured. Micha pursed his lips lightly as he thought about his next words. He shifted a little in his seat, "Yes..Yes..You could say the same thing about me." Micha spoke still pouting a little bit as he glanced away from Samuel as he glanced out the window. He knew it was painfully obvious he was jealous of Alaine but it was more than that really. Micha simply just hated hearing about Alaine after all, every time Samuel spoke about him it was as if they were lovers even though he knew Alaine had a boyfriend. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

Samuel hadn't intended to upset the male, merely tease. He was aware that he didn't like Alaine, but it was a tad hard for him to understand. Sure Alaine was an ex-lover of sorts. But it was all physical, they never really tried to go on an actual date or even be together. So what was there to be jealous of? That he still had contact with him? They were friends, nothing more. From his peripheral version he could see the male start to sulk. Now he'd done it. He watched the male turn away from him, pouting while he watched the world go by. "Oh c'mon, don't be like that. You know damn well that I love you." As soon as the words left his mouth he froze. s**t! he thought. That was not what he meant to say. Well it was obviously because it came out, but just because he felt it didn't mean he wanted to say it just yet. Snapping his trap shut he concentrated on the road, hoping against hope that Micha had not heard what he just said.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

" MIcha knew Samuel was merely teasing when he bought up Alaine but it was his own fault. He couldn't help his dislike for Alaine. Micha knew it was childish to dislike a man he had never even met. He just didn't like it when Samuel talked about him. Micha knew Samuel and Alaine were ex-lovers but they were also co-owners so they had to associate with each other whether he liked it or not. He simply kept his feelings about it quiet but obviously Samuel had taken his hint of dislike toward Alaine. Micha continued to stare out the window as he pouted. He didn't blame Samuel pissing him off, it was his own fault. However as Samuel spoke his next few words he was caught off guard. Micha hadn't expected to hear those words come from Samuel and it was obvious Samuel hadn't meant to say them or did he? He glanced toward Samuel curiously, his jealousy all but forgotten. "You love me?" Micha asked a little dumbfounded. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

Heat painted his cheeks bright red as he concentrated on the road. The little voice in his head continued to call him every name in the book. It was true he wanted Micha to no longer be mad at him, but this wasn't exactly what he had in mind. Samuel stole a few glances toward the male when he felt his glaze burning a hole in the side of his head. As if to make it worse he soon heard the males dumbfound reply. He couldn't blame him. A love confess such as this was moving way too fast, even for his comfort. "Yes. No......I don't ******** know. Maybe?" He replied. Samuel's face seemed to gain a new shade of red as he spoke. One way or another he felt as if he was going to die by the end of this conversation. "Just forget you heard that. Or better yet, I hope you heard it well, cause I'm not saying it again. At least anytime soon. Maybe in another year or two, cause it's waaaay too early for this. And you know what else I realized? I'm rambling. So I'm going to shut up now." Taking a deep breath Samuel glanced down at the GPS then back at the road. Swallowing hard he waited for Micha to reply. He didn't want him thinking he was jumping the gun. They'd only been on a handful of dates and became official a few days ago. A love confession this early in the game was absolutely ridiculous.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

" The idea of love was surprising to him. He had never really loved anyone that wasn't family. Micha couldn't help his shock to hear Samuel's words. He didn't know if Samuel meant them or if he was merely saying them to keep him quiet and make him forget. Micha watched Samuel taking notice of his scarlet cheeks. He didn't know what he felt for Samuel but he knew it was more than a simple like. Micha wasn't sure though if he could equate it to love seeing as he had never loved before. He heard Samuel speak listening to his confusing response. The more Samuel spoke however it only confused him more. Micha knew that Samuel was terrible with his feelings just as he was when it came to expressing them with words. He listened as Samuel continued to ramble on though it didn't bother him. Micha smiled a little as Samuel spoke. "I would agree that it is way too early for a love confession...However I'm glad you said it even if you did or didn't mean it...I'll keep those words in mind." He spoke smiling at Samuel. Micha shifted a little as he slipped his hand down toward Samuel's. He took Samuel's hand into his own as he laced their fingers together. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

Samuel knew he wasn't making sense. It was to explain what he felt for Micha. He didn't hate him by any means, but it was also stronger than just an ordinary crush or a small liking. As he rambled along he tried to make as much sense as possible, only to end up to making matters worse. He was no good at explaining things once on-set panic hit him. Right now he was very much very panicky. Though this was nothing compared to the other day when he kicked Micha out of his house. His face still burned bright, hoping that Micha would simply move on to the next subject. When he spoke a few moments later, he nodded along. Indeed it was too early. It was nice to think that someday they might fall in love, but now just wasn't the time. Not when they'd only been on maybe four good dates and spent time together for a few weeks. He'd be insane to want to jump the gun so soon. He didn't know about Micha, but Samuel had been in love. These loves were all different in their own way, but he also just knew felt like. Sad to say but they weren't there yet. It was a step above a small liking, but it couldn't compare to months and years as growing as a couple. It couldn't compare to knowing what the other might say or do before they even thought it. Samuel didn't want to fall in love right now, but he did have some idea of what he wanted. He wanted the playfulness of Cory and Topanga, the love and devotion of Gomez and Morticia, and the strength and trust of Piper and Leo. Okay, so maybe his ideals weren't too realistic, but so what? It was better to dream than to want the same loveless kind of marriage his parents shared if he were to follow through with their plan for his future. He listened to the rest of what Micha had to say. Samuel smiled as the male decided to keep his words in mind and allowed him to take his right hand from the steering wheel. He squeezed his hand lightly and held on as the drive continued steadily forth.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

" When it came to Samuel, MIcha knew it was more than a crush as well. He knew it wasn't simply a like, it had to be more but ihe he couldn't form it into words. In a way, Micha was a little afraid of what he felt for Samuel. Sad to say but Samuel was his first real boyfriend. His other relationships consisted of flings and one night stands. Micha didn't know what Samuel really felt for him but at least he knew Samuel felt something for him, after all Samuel wouldn't have asked him to be his boyfriend if he didn't mean it. Plus they were just starting out and when it came to expressing love, they were jut beginning. He wasn't there yet but hoped to be there one day. Micha relaxed as he felt Samuel squeeze his own hand. He glanced out the window taking note that they were getting closer to his house. Micha watched out the window while Samuel continued to drive. He kept a hold on Samuel's hand as he watched the passing buildings as silence settled between them again. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

The confession wasn't meant to make Micha worry. But it wasn't like he meant it either, or at least that was what he kept telling himself. The way he saw it, if he really did love Micha, then great hopefully things wouldn't end as badly as they had with other relationships. And if he didn't......well as he'd told Micha before, he really might want to consider finding another boyfriend. Particularly one that didn't say such stupid things at the wrong time. At this point Samuel wanted to forget he'd even said anything. It was true he was excited to be with Micha, but he didn't want to jump the gun and ruin things. He knew Micha liked him, but if they were measure who liked who more he wasn't sure if they were on the same level. There were moments he liked to think the male liked him more, but then there were others he thought just the opposite. Either way he didn't want to push things, not when things had been going so well thus far.

As the silence fell between them once more Samuel put all his concentration into driving. According to his GPS they weren't too far now and it shouldn't take them much longer. He stole a glance toward Micha, seeing him stare out the window. With the conversation now dead, he was unsure how to pick it back up again. But with them so close he mentally debated if further conversation was even needed. Slowly but surely the scenery around them changed from the small rural area just outside the Hamptons and back into the industrial jungle that was NYC. As they entered the cities, his speed slowed to a crawl. It'd been a few days since he'd last been in the city and honestly he could say that he didn't miss the constant traffic jam. "Know any shortcuts?" he asked as they sat at another nose-to-nose stoplight.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

"At the moment, Micha was choosing to ignore what just happened after all it seemed Samuel was as well. He didn’t think Samuel had meant it all that much it was more of a spur of the moment thing. Micha let his mind drift as he sat there watching out the window as Samuel drove. They were getting closer to his house but traffic was building up now. He could feel Samuel looking at him but he dismissed it. Micha didn’t have anything to say it was obvious Samuel didn’t either. As the car came to a stop eventually, he glanced to see they were stopped behind a line of traffic, which was no surprise. It was one of the reasons he opted for the subway or walking after all he never had to deal with traffic. Micha heard Samuel speak causing his attention to shift away from the heavy traffic. He nodded a little, ”Yeah..Once you get past the building up here on the right, make a right and then go down for about three miles then make a left, drive for another block and you’ll be there.” Micha spoke knowing it sounded easy but there might be other traffic on the streets. He didn’t mind the traffic after all it was normal within the city but he knew Samuel was probably just annoyed with it after all he stayed out of the major city areas. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

With the traffic adding as a distraction he no longer concerned himself with trying to continue their previous conversation. There would be no point in trying to turn nothing into something. Obviously Micha had brushed off the confession as either spur of the moment or just a device to shut him up. It didn't matter. Samuel idled behind a 911 Carrera Cabriolet and was surrounded by yellow cabs to his left and right with a silver BMW i3 right on his tail. Saying he found the traffic to be annoying wasn't quite right. While it was true, he mostly hated the overwhelming closeness. In times it had a tendency to make him feel claustrophobic. It was similar to his fear of elevators. Samuel liked space to put it simply. As Micha gave him instructions on the nearest shortcut, he glanced around to see if he could even get over. They were currently sitting nose to nose and any sudden moves could cause damage to his baby. Crawling along with the traffic it took him nearly ten minutes before he could get over and another fifteen before he could steal down the street Micha had instructed. Like most of the city, traffic was inevitable. But at least with the instructions Micha had given him it was a better flowing traffic. The GPS repeatedly informed them how it was rerouting and how much further they were from their destination. "By the way, does your place have a parking lot or garage so I don't have to go searching for a meter?" he asked as they neared ever closer.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

"Micha didn’t mind the drive; after all he knew Samuel had to take his time. After all it wasn’t like they could force their way through traffic. He merely sat back while Samuel waited to get a chance to move over. Micha watched as Samuel drove making his way getting closer to his house. He glanced toward Samuel as he spoke. Micha nodded, ”Um, I have a driveway you can pull your car into.” He spoke hoping that was just as adequate as a garage or parking lot. Micha knew they were getting closer to his house even without Samuel’s GPS going off every five seconds to warn them of their eventual arrival. He didn’t get how people could listen to GPS’ as if they were helpful anyways. Micha wasn’t the type to trust such devices after all they weren’t always reliable. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

As they came ever closer to Micha's place the GPS refused to stay quiet. He turned left where he was instructed and put the device on silent mode. He couldn't listen to it any longer and knew them to be close. Samuel didn't always use his GPS. For the most part he knew the city like the back of his hand and used it the system only when he was going to unfamiliar areas such as personal addresses. He nodded as Micha informed him of where he could park. It was even better than a lot or garage. At least then he wouldn't have to fight for a space or drive around for hours looking for a parking meter that could be blocks away. Driving the rest of the way down the block he slowed as they reached their destination. Samuel looked out the window, taking in the structure. He smiled his approval, pulling into the drive and shutting off both GPS and car. Releasing Micha's hand he unbuckled his seat belt he stepped out of the car, waiting for Micha to come around.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

"As they drew near, Micha was glad when Samuel finally turned off his GPS. He saw no need for it anymore as they were about a block from his house. The drive had been long on his part, Micha just wanted to get out of the car and stretch his legs. He was glad when Samuel finally pulled up next to his house and into the driveway. Micha felt Samuel releasing his hand once the car was parked. He shifted as he moved to unbuckle himself and get out as well. Micha joined Samuel on the other side of the car before leading him toward his front door. He pulled his keys from his pocket as he walked to his front door. Micha opened the mailbox next to his door and grabbed out his mail so he could go through it later. He held onto his mail as he moved to unlock the door and stepped inside. Micha set his mail down on a table beside the door and moved out of the way to allow Samuel in. He shut the door behind him and locked it then moved to remove his shoes setting them by the door. Micha glanced toward Samuel as he smiled a little, ”Welcome to my home.” He spoke as he stepped away from the door to allow Samuel some space to get a feel for his home. Micha went about turning a few lights on so it wasn’t so dark in his house even though he normally kept it that way since it was just him and he was never usually on the first floor anyways. "