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[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

The shower was just big enough for the two of them. It was warm and full of rising steam. He released the cloth as it was taken from him. Samuel took a step back, about to grab for the shampoo in the caddie behind him when Micha spoke again. Taking a glance back at the male, he saw him our a bit of soap on to the wash cloth. Samuel then did as he was told and turned his back to the male.Turning his back to the male, he faced the tiled wall. He glanced back at male while he waited for him to approach.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

"Even though Samuel denied him sex earlier, he still couldn’t resist the urge to touch him. Micha wasn’t making this about sex at the moment, he just enjoyed the view he was getting. He looked Samuel over as he stood before him, the water rolling off his body. Micha watched Samuel as he moved to grab the bottle shampoo. He held onto the wash cloth as he waited. Micha watched as Samuel turned around to face the wall. He slipped closer as he slipped his hand up toward Samuel’s shoulder. Micha reached his other hand up as he started to wash Samuel’s back. He took notice of Samuel’s eyes watching him. Micha let him as he continued to wash his back starting at the top and working his way down. His free hand slipped down Samuel’s back feeling the suds of soap run over his fingers. He moved onto Samuel’s arms next as he stood behind him. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

While he had indeed opted out of having sex with Micha not too long ago, that didn't mean they couldn't do other stuff. Not every little thing in their relationship had to be sexual. Sometimes a shower could just be a shower. As he stood with his back to the male, Samuel glanced back as Micha approached him.There was a different sort of comfort in the males touch. One they didn't use too often outside of the bedroom. Samuel let the male do as he pleased as he lifted the shampoo bottle in his hand. After squeezing a generous amount in to his palm, he replaced the bottle in to the caddie and started scrubbing at his hair. He closed his eyes and was mindful not to scrub too vigorously so as not to accidentally get any on Micha. Particularly on his head or anywhere near his eyes. When he felt the male was done washing his back, he stopped what he was doing and held his arm out for the male. Glancing back again, he tried to read the males expression. He was curious to know what was going on in that head of his. Whatever it was, he didn't think it was anything good. Plucking the shampoo from the caddie once more, Samuel then turned to face the male. He squeezed another generous amount into his palm and gently ran his fingers through Micha's hair.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

"It was true a shower could merely be a shower. He could feel Samuel’s eyes on him as he stood behind him. Micha let his hands trail over Samuel’s body as he washed him. He enjoyed the feeling of Samuel’s skin beneath his fingers. His wet, soapy body like silk between his fingers. Micha tried not to dwell on other thoughts as he watched Samuel squeeze from shampoo into hand. He tried not to stand in Samuel’s way while he applied the shampoo to his hair. Micha didn’t want soap in his eyes so he stepped back a little while Samuel scrubbed his hair. He watched as Samuel seemed to finish as he turned to face him. Micha washed Samuel’s arm as he held it out to him. He could feel Samuel’s eyes on him but his face remained expressionless. Micha watched as Samuel turned away to grab the bottle of shampoo again. He dropped his hands as Samuel poured some into his hands again. Micha waited as Samuel came toward him and slid his fingers through his hair. He watched Samuel slipping his hand back up as he started to wash Samuel’s chest off. Micha allowed Samuel to wash his hair as he remained close while he continued to wash him off. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

Samuel studied the male a moment longer before turning his attention to the task at hand. He gently ran his fingers through the males hair, creating a few suds before fully scrubbing at his now shorter locks. He was careful not to get any in his eyes and brushed away any suds that threatened such. When he finished, he casually draped his arms around Micha's shoulders while the male continued to wash him. Samuel was still as Micha ran his hand up and down his chest. Tired of seeing the neutral expression on his boyfriends' face, Samuel waited until Micha had finished washing his chest. Once it was covered in dripping soap suds, he leaned forward, and kissed his lips. "Micha....will you stop looking so grumpy." he pulled back smiling down at the male. "I'm serious, you look like I just tossed your favorite toy off the balcony." Samuel kissed him again before taking the wash cloth from his hand. He gently ran the cloth over his neck and across his shoulders then down one of his arms.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

"It was hard not to be grumpy when he had so much on his mind. He was trying to be cheerful but the idea were simply too hard for him. Micha didn’t want to pretend to be happy. He didn’t think Samuel want that of him either. Micha remained as still as possible trying not to move too much as he washed Samuel off. He felt his fingers running through his hair as Samuel washed his hair. Micha didn’t want soap to get in his eyes but he knew Samuel was being careful. As he was working on almost being finished with Samuel’s chest, he felt Samuel’s arms slip around his neck. He glanced up toward Samuel as he let his hands slide away. Micha watched Samuel as he moved closer soon kissing him. He returned the kiss before Samuel pulled away. ”Kind of hard not to be grumpy.” Micha spoke as he stuck his tongue out at Samuel. He knew that he was merely taking out his emotional problems on Samuel but he couldn’t help himself. Micha kissed Samuel again as he was kissed. He released the wash cloth as Samuel took it from him. ”Maybe you can make it up to me later.” Micha spoke as he moved to run his hands over Samuel’s chest. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

He knew it was hard for him not to be upset. He'd probably be more concerned if he wasn't. But he couldn't help wanting to at least attempt to cheer him up even just a little. It was frustrating to know that his boyfriend was suffering like this and there was nothing in his power that he could do other than stand on the sideline and watch it all unfold. Samuel gave him a small smile as his kisses were returned. After taking control of the wash cloth, he gently ran it over the males skin as he listened to him speak. Samuel chuckled softly as the male stuck his tongue out at him. "You're such a child." he teased.Samuel continued to guide the cloth down one of Micha's arms, pausing momentarily as he slip his hands over his chest. "Oh yeah?" he replied, moving the cloth up the males forearm and removing one of his hands from his chest. "You're getting to be awfully spoiled here lately. What is it that you want exactly?" Samuel replaced the males hand back to its' previous resting spot and moving to wash his chest. With a feather light touch he pressed the cloth to Micha's chest, watching his face for any indication that his touch was too rough.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

"There was no sense in taking out his emotions on Samuel. He knew none of this was his fault but he wasn’t treating Samuel fairly either. Micha wanted things put behind them and to move on, which he hoped he could do by returning his father’s money. He didn’t need his father bothering him anymore. Micha didn’t know what he would do if he did. The idea of leaving plagued his mind. He knew though he was only running away if he did such a thing and leaving behind Samuel wasn’t much of an option either. Micha loved the man too much to leave. He didn’t want to hurt him either. As he stuck his tongue out at Samuel, he watched him laugh. Micha relaxed as he stood there. He couldn’t help his behavior. Micha held his arm out a little as Samuel washed him off. He smiled as Samuel spoke questioning him. ”Yeah.” Micha spoke in a matter of fact tone. He laughed softly as Samuel questioned him. Micha knew he was needy but he couldn’t help himself. ”Spoiled?? Me…I hardly see that…Unless there’s something you want?” He asked cheerful grinning at Samuel. Micha didn’t know if Samuel wanted to be spoiled himself after all he never said anything. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

Samuel didn't really mind the males bitching. It was a tough situation, he'd imagine just about anyone would want to b***h about. Not to mention there had been plenty of times that Micha had to listen to Samuel run his mouth about his family, his business, and so much more. It was only fair he left him vent as he pleased. Samuel continued to gently wash the male and watched his face light up as he teased him. He didn't say anything, but he had to admit the sight was rather cute. He smirked as Micha spoke again, denying how spoiled he really was. But it was fine. Samuel liked spoiling him. At least when Micha would let him, which wasn't too often. "Me? Nah, I'm good. Besides, you should know by now just how much I prefer treating you. So tell me, what is it you really want Mr. Photographer?" Samuel smirked down at the male while waiting for his answer. He soon finished washing his chest and moved on to his other arm.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

" Being spoiled was something Micha was still getting accustomed to. It was that he didn't enjoy it, but it was because he wasn't used to it. No one has ever treated him the way Samuel had. Micha didn't know why Samuel treated him with care but he was thankful for it. He was happy things had been going well for them. Micha wished however though he could give Samuel something in return. The man was hard to please though, he wanted nothing to spoil him back in return. When it came to being spoiled, the eye was no doubt Samuel was likely to give him anything he wanted, though he would never let it happen. Micha listened as Samuel seemed to reject his offer. He smiled at him though shook his head. ”You don't play fair you know...Name me something, anything you want?” Micha questioned him as he watched Samuel was his arm as he stood close to him. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

Perhaps he could blame growing up rich for his want to spoil rather than be spoiled. After all being the baby and the smallest among his brothers certainly had its perks. He mother was constantly doting and bought him just about anything his heart desired. By the time he was a teenager he had just about every popular toy on the market and had visited popular parks like Disney and Six Flags more times than one child should. When he reached the age of twenty he was already promised a mansion, a penthouse, and owned far too many cars. To say that life had been good to Samuel was an understate. While he may complain about his family's values and the what if's in life, he still looked like another pathetic, pretentious rich kid who wasn't getting his way. After being Micha he found that he definitely wanted to spoil him rotten. If they were going to be together for the long run, it was pretty much a given that one way or another Samuel was going to treat him to something. Even without his parent's fortune, Samuel wasn't doing too bad on his own. And it wouldn't kill him to toss his hard earned money around once in awhile. He watched the male smile and shake his head. His words made him laugh again. Of course he wasn't going to play fair. But honestly, what could the man that had everything growing up possibly need? Samuel pursed his lips and thought about what Micha could possibly give him that he didn't already have. He washing the males arm and motioned for him to turn around. "What if I say I want you?" Samuel replied, as nothing else came to mind. "And don't tell me I already have you. I'm talking about the future. Three, five, ten years from now. I want you." Samuel pressed the wash cloth to Micha's back and waited for him to speak. What he was saying was practically a marriage proposal. But that was what he wanted. Anything else he could buy himself.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

" The idea of marriage had never crossed his mind. He never found the idea of marriage to be meaningful to him. Micha didn’t like the idea of being tied down to someone. He wanted the option to leave if things got bad. Lately though however the idea of being with one person for the rest of his life scared him mostly especially with Samuel. Micha knew he loved Samuel, but the idea of marriage had never really seemed like something Samuel wanted. He was barely just getting passed the idea of being his boyfriend. There wasn’t much Micha could give Samuel except love really, after all he had all the money he wanted. He knew that Samuel could merely buy it. Micha stood as Samuel washed him off, turning around as Samuel motioned him to. He stood with his back turned toward Samuel. Micha listened as Samuel spoke and couldn’t help but be surprised. His words washed over him almost making him laugh in a way. He knew he had already told Samuel he could have him, though only if he was ever wanted. Micha felt the wash cloth slide over his back. ”It’s true you already have me, but if you truly wanted me all you had to do was ask.” He spoke shifting as he turned around to face Samuel. Micha slipped his arms around Samuel’s waist as he held onto him. ”I want you no matter what.” He spoke knowing that there were still things ahead of them that could cause a rift between them, such as Samuel’s family. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

While the idea of marriage somewhere very far down the line didn't seem like a bad one. That wasn't what he was asking of him. This wasn't a proposal or him asking to move in some time next week. This was just Samuel asking where exactly their future was headed. If it worked for them and simply being domestics was all they were bound to be then fine. Samuel would gladly accept the idea of living together, being faced with bad bedheads after terrible all nighters, and finding a space that could easily accommodate both of their wants and needs for both home and work. If it worked for them there didn't have to be rings or a big ceremony. All he was asking was for Micha to be with him. That's all he wanted. Nothing more, nothing less. Just his tender, loving grouch of a boyfriend.

Samuel waited for the male to turn his back to him before expressing what it was that he wanted. He gently pressed the cloth to his back and waited patiently for his response. He was halfway finished washing when Micha spoke, soon turning to face him. Samuel held the cloth loosely in his hand and stood still as Micha moved closer to him. He allowed him to wrap his arms around his waist. Lifting his free arm, Samuel cupped his cheek and ducked his head to kiss the male again. "I'm holding you to that." he replied softly. Pulling back Samuel was smiling broadly. He hoped beyond hope that they could survive whatever it was that life was going to throw their way. The tiny bit of optimism he had left wanted to tell him that it was going to be a piece of cake. But it was still too early to tell for sure.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

"Being with Samuel was all he merely wanted. He had no plans of changing that unless he needed to. Micha knew Samuel wouldn’t toss him aside so easily. He feared for it but it had never happened. Micha was happy though Samuel expected a future between them. It was not something he expected when they first got together. After all the fights between them, he simply just wanted to put it behind them and start anew. Micha didn’t know where the future was going for them, but he expected that it would get better hopefully. He knew he couldn’t ask for much but at least Samuel wasn’t going to leave him. Micha wanted a future with him after all he had never really had a future with anyone.

It seemed he had said the right thing as he held onto Samuel. He watched as he lifted a free hand up to cup his face. Micha kissed Samuel back as he held onto him. He smiled against Samuel lips. Micha couldn’t help but laugh softly as Samuel spoke. ”I’m sure you will.” He spoke watching as Samuel smiled. Micha leaned up to kiss Samuel again before pulling away. He moved toward the water as he leaned his head back. Micha closed his eyes as he slipped his hands up to wash the shampoo out of his hair. "

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sɑɱυεƪ ᴊᴏᵴҥʋᴀ Ɖɑᴠіʂ
“Relationships are ropes. Love is a noose."

He'd gotten pissed, they fought constantly in the beginning, but he didn't go through all that just to call it quits now. Samuel was way past the point of no return. He'd exposed his heart and was ready to come out of the closet. There wasn't much more he could do to prove just how serious he was about him. He smiled though as Micha seemed to get it. He had no idea what the future held in store for them but he didn't doubt that there would some obstacles. He looked forward to it. Samuel felt the male smile against his lips and his own smile grew when he laughed. He most certainly would be holding Micha to his word. Samuel was about to return to finish washing the male but was instead given another kiss. He kissed him back before the male pulled away. He sighed contently and stepped aside while Micha moved to rinse off. Samuel gave the cloth in his hand a few good squeezes and continued the parts of his body that had been left untouched. When he finished he stepped under the warm spray and tipped his head back as he rinsed himself off. A few moments later a small pool of suds were swirling down the drain. "Done?" Samuel asked, gesturing towards the knobs.