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[xDarkWinterx]

Talking about what they wanted to do would do them some good. Micha didn’t want to rush things but he also didn’t want to seem as if he didn’t want to move in with Samuel. He did even if it meant moving into the mansion or buying a new house just for them. As he finished drying off, he returned his attention toward Samuel who was drying off as well. Micha couldn’t help but let his eyes wander as he pleased. He laughed softly, as Samuel spoke crooking his finger at him. Micha walked toward him, as Samuel pulled out fresh linen. He took hold of them, as he watched Samuel move toward the bed and strip it of it’s old linen. Micha moved toward the bed, as he took hold of the fresh fitted sheet and spread it out. He went about pulling it over the mattress, while Samuel put the old in the hamper.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It was cruel of him to drag Jepsen into his mess. He didn't even know why he wanted to. Maybe it was because he was nice. Or maybe he was just handsome enough, tall enough, whatever enough for Liam to take notice. He heard the male laugh beside him as he pouted. It was a shame he hadn't met someone like Jepsen before. A glance towards Liam he was filled with jealousy of his own. It wasn't fair. How could Liam be so happy-go-lucky while he was a hot mess? Turning towards the male, he watched him closely. He probably never thought he would ask him such a thing. Still, it didn't seem to stop him from considering it. Feelings or not, Alaine wanted to send a message to Liam. He smiled sweetly as the male replied. Reaching across the counter, he covered the males hand with his own. "Then what about now?" he asked curiously. "Would you still do it? In front of all these people?" Alaine kept his eyes on Jepsen as he spoke. He didn't know if Liam was watching, but he hoped he was. If he didn't want to be with him, then there were plenty of others who did.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Perhaps he was too good for Ally, but he didn’t care. The question was out there, even as odd as it seemed. Jepsen knew the reason however even if it meant getting back at Liam. He saw no harm in giving into Ally’s request even if it didn’t come off that way. Jepsen saw it was a rhetorical question, it was more of something that required action. He felt Ally’s hand slide over his own, as he stood at the counter. Jepsen turned toward Ally, as he eyed him curiously. The room full of people didn’t bother him, he barely noticed they were there. Without much of an answer, he closed the gap between them. Jepsen reached up as he slipped a hand behind Ally’s neck, drawing him closer. He closed his eyes as he drew Ally in, kissing him against the lips. Jepsen kissed him softly at first, then pushed his tongue against his lips as he kissed him deeply. He pulled back after a few minutes. ”Does that answer your question?.” Jepsen spoke questioning Ally, but it was more rhetorical.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

As he stood in his cage, his eyes seemed to wander. Liam barely paid much attention to those around him, as he watched Alaine and some guy behind the counter. He knew he was another bartender, but couldn’t place his name. Liam wished he was a fly on the wall behind him to know what they were talking about. He however was not, as he was stuck across the room watching as Alaine was soon kissed by another guy. The image shocked him and angered him. Liam felt a little crushed by the matter. He couldn't believe Alaine was already off kissing some other guy and even in public for all eyes to see. Liam felt jealousy rear its ugly head inside him. He was mad at Alaine, as well as the bartender. Liam couldn’t believe Alaine allowed the man to kiss him, however he wondered if Alaine wanted it.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Talking it out would definitely do them some good. Samuel was past getting upset about every little thing. If there was something Micha felt unsure about, he'd rather he just told him. He was tired of them dancing around their issues and so far they were doing fine just being honest with one another. After drying off, Samuel went about grabbing clean linens and discarding the soiled linen. He soon came back to help Micha put on the new sheet only to see that it was done. He bent down to toss the pillows and comforter back on to the bed before sitting down. Holding out his hand, he pulled the male closer. "So I've been wondering. Now that we've established we want to move in together....how do you feel about staying here?" he asked curiously. "It's fine if you do. But I want you to know that I'm not married to the idea of staying in my family home. I'd understand if you wanted to find something smaller? Or at least not a mansion."

 

[xDarkWinterx]

There was no real reason to argue anymore. Micha had learned to push past all that. If he wanted things to work out with Samuel, he knew he had to be honest and talk with him, rather than avoid things he didn’t want to talk about. At the moment, he had many things he knew they needed to talk about however he didn’t know where to start. Once the bed was made, Micha watched as Samuel threw the pillows on it along with the top cover. He smiled as Samuel, pulled him closer. Micha moved to stand before Samuel, slipping between his legs, as he stood before him. He listened as Samuel spoke and couldn’t help but laugh softly. Micha shook his head a little, ”This place has many memories, but I would rather find a place to call our own...I don’t need anything big though I at least need my own room for my studio.” He didn’t have many requests, just somewhere he could work and paint. Micha knew it wasn’t much to ask for, after all one room out of many he would be content.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He shouldn't be doing this. He knew he should not being doing this. But the questions was out there and he was already reaching across the counter. He didn't know if Liam could see any of his actions. A part of him didn't care. Jepsen was tall, handsome, and treating him far better in the last two hours than Liam had all day. He stared up at the male, wondering if he might brush him off. He understood if he did. After all, what did they really know about one another? Not much. Then again, how much did he know about Liam before allowing him to suck him off? Alaine was about to move away when Jepsen leaned towards him. He felt his hand slip behind his neck and his lips press against his own. His eyes closed slowly. Kissing Jepsen was nothing like kissing Liam. For one, his lips were softer, and his kiss more gentle. He was a man who knew what he wanted and how he wanted it. Alaine easily found himself kissing back, parting lips as he felt his tongue flick against them. They shared several kisses before he felt the male pull back.

Gasping, he stared up at the male. He licked his lips and was unsure if the male was now mad at him. Alaine nodded silently and turned away. His cheeks burning bright red. Looking across the way, he could see Liam staring right back at him. He was unsure of the males expression, but doubted it was anything good. He looked away as a customer demanded his attention. Going back to work, he no longer felt sad or angry.....more intrigued? Or maybe just plain confused. He stole glances at both men. His heart pounding in his chest. What did he just do?

Alaine worked for another hour and a half before sneaking back into the employee hallway. He leaned against the white wall and closed his eyes. He couldn't wait for this day to end.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

There was no reason for Jepsen to be made. He took amusement out of kissing Ally. It wasn’t as if he hadn’t thought about it. Indeed he had, but it wasn’t as if he was going to go out of his way to find out. Jepsen could see that Ally was only kissing him to get back at Liam. However had had seen the surprise on Ally’s face as he was kissed. Jepsen had wondered what it would be like, now he knew. He watched as Ally licked his lips, before turning away from him. Jepsen didn’t stop him, as he watched as Ally went back to work as if nothing had happened.

He didn’t ask or wonder, as he took went back to work. Jepsen glanced to see that Liam had been staring at them while the kissed. He saw the hatred on his face, but he ignored it as it had nothing to do with him.

Jepsen continued to work, even as Ally left the bar area as another hour went by. He watched him leave, curious. Jepsen didn’t know what Ally was thinking, or what was going on with Liam and him. He saw that things were slowing down, it would give him time for a break. Jepsen left the bar heading toward the employee door. He entered almost running into Ally who was on the other side leaning against the wall. Jepsen closed the door, as he watched Ally, ”Everything okay?” He asked wondering if he had done something wrong even though Ally asked for it.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

He spread his legs as the male moved to stand in front of him. His free hand moved to rest on his hip while they talked. Samuel was happy that they could talk so casually and freely without worrying about the other getting upset. It was so refreshing compared to how they used to handle everything. He smiled up at the male as he laughed and shook his head. Listening to him speak, he nodded a bit. This place did have its share of memories. Perhaps that's why he was never able to entirely forget Micha. The memories were in these walls, in his bed, hell even the shower held a few. He had been wondering if it might be time to make some new memories elsewhere. Taking in the males requests he thought for a moment. "So maybe something like a family home. A regular one, I mean. Not my families idea of a home." he replied. Samuel didn't mind moving into something smaller. After all, this much room was wasted on him. He could easily see them living in something like a three or four bedroom home. Micha could have his studio and the other room could maybe be used as a home office or just two guest bedrooms. They could also have more normal sized common spaces and not worry about getting lost in their own home.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Stepping between Samuel’s legs, he felt his hand slide over his hip. Micha enjoyed the feeling of Samuel’s hands of himself. He lingered there, as he watched Samuel. Micha knew that this house had too many memories, some of them good while others not so much. However he didn’t want a place where he didn’t feel like he belonged. He wanted to find some place new and call it their own.

Micha relaxed into talking with Samuel. It seemed that all it took for them to have an actual conversation was for them to take a years break, as sad as that sounded. He smiled as Samuel spoke about finding a house for them, not a mansion but a house. Micha could live with one room, that’s all he needed, plus he knew Samuel was likely to get his own as well. ”A house will do, also where will I put my piano?” He asked curiously, knowing he wanted room for that too.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Standing in the hallway, Alaine closed his eyes. What he was doing, even he could no longer say. He thought kissing Jepsen would have been this great revenge thing. Now.....damn it why did kissing Jepsen have to feel so good? And damn it why was he still so concerned about what Liam thought? Idiot. he thought. Lucky for him, it was getting close to that time of night where everything slowed down. He could afford to break away and not worry about there being some kind of hell breaking loose at the bar. As he stood there, he listened to the thumping music, somewhere down the hall another employee was raiding the vending machine, and then the door opened. A part of him was almost hoping it would be Liam.

But the sound of the voice told him otherwise. Alaine opened his eyes and smiled up at the male. "Shouldn't I be asking you that?" he asked. Standing up straight, Alaine tucked a piece of hair behind his eye, and turned to face the man. "Jepsen, I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have asked you to do something like that. I was out of

[xDarkWinterx]

As he entered the employee hallway, he could see that Ally hadn’t be expecting him but someone else. Jepsen wasn’t bothered by the thought, or perhaps he was. He let the feeling pass him. Jepsen watched as Ally opened his eyes to look at him. He relaxed as he stood near Ally. Jepsen smiled as Ally spoke questioning him. He shrugged lightly, ”It’s alright.” Jepsen spoke sensing that Ally hadn’t expected him to actually kiss him, it was only in theory.

Standing there, he listened as Ally started to speak really fast. It was hard for him to keep up with everything. Jepsen soon realized that Ally was having a panic attack. He tried not to crowd Ally. Jepsen reached out as he touched Ally on the shoulder. ”Shh...Don’t worry, Ally. Breath, Just breath.” He spoke softly and calmly, not wanting to have things become worse.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ,
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sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】

Most people probably would have given up after a year of no communication. Then again for most people, the idea of that relationship would probably be long dead and buried, never to be spoken of ever again. Apparently they weren't most people. A house sounded like it would be most ideal for them. It would be small enough that neither could get lost in it. And just big enough that Samuel would have no reason to complain thanks to his large upbringing. Going with a few extra bedrooms would also give them the space they would need for their own work areas and any extra items they wanted to bring along. Samuel smiled back at the male, happy that he agreed to the idea of having a house instead of something smaller like an apartment or a condo. When he mentioned his piano Samuel thought for a moment before speaking out. "Hmm......let's assume this house has your three basic common areas; a kitchen, a dining room, and a living room. Aside from today, I can't really recall us ever using the dining room either here, the penthouse, or at your place. So maybe you could put your there?" he replied. Samuel did not mind Micha bringing his own piano. It would probably be much better than dragging his own down from the music room upstairs.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Standing there he was starting to make a list, of what he needed and what he could live without. He would most definitely need his piano and his paint supplies. There was a few things he could live without, but he would worry about that later. Micha also knew there would be things that Samuel would want to bring along. He had to wonder if Samuel would try be okay, with down grading. Micha tried not to think about it too much, he didn’t want over analyze only to cause more drama. He listened as Samuel seemed to think about his words. Micha couldn’t help but laugh softly. Indeed it was true, they never used they never used the dining room. He had to think that the only time they ever had was earlier today during breakfast with Samuel’s brothers. Micha moved closer sliding into Samuel’s lap, straddling him. ”I can live with that.” He spoke, knowing that he was likely to be the only one in the kitchen anyways, after all it wasn’t as if Samuel could cook.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

The panic attack hit him fast and hard. He hadn't even noticed how fast he was talking or how hard it was to breathe until he felt as though he couldn't breathe at all. His heart was pounding in his chest and he was hyperventilating. He was shaking all over as his eyes welled with tears. He needed to get home. Today was such a mess. He should have never come in to work. And to just drag Jepsen into his problems, what was he thinking. Somewhere in the midst of his panicking, he heard the male speak. He sunk to the floor in a mess of his own making. His shoulders shook as tears streamed down his face. He couldn't stand this. Why did Liam have to be such an a*****e? And worse, why was Jepsen so kind? He almost wished that Jepsen was his boyfriend. At least he actually gave a damn about him. Not like Liam, who was still in his change and shaking his a**.