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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2018 9:56 pm
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【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ, ░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░
sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
Following the sound of the piano, he wasn't at all surprised to find Micha back in his music room. Out of all the rooms in the mansion, it seemed to be the only one that Micha could easily find on his own. Aside from his bedroom and the bathroom that was. He wasn't sure, but he also had a feeling that it may have been one of Micha's favorite room. Thus why they continued to go back there. Samuel quietly snuck into the room and took a seat on the couch. He sat there quietly, listening, and enjoying the music playing. When he was finished, it took him a minute to realize. He found it easy to get wrapped up in some pieces as he found them to be so peaceful. Samuel then took out his cigarettes, slipping one between his lips, and lifting the lighter to the tip. He inhaled as he heard Micha's question. He sat quietly for a moment, thinking. "Are you familiar with the sound Mad World ?" he asked curiously. It wasn't a classical piece, but beautiful nonetheless. It wouldn't be at all surprising if the male wasn't aware of it. He wasn't even sure it was that popular.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2018 11:40 pm
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Thu Jun 14, 2018 5:45 pm
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2018 6:25 pm
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【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ, ░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░
sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
Samuel wasn't bothered that Micha didn't talk much. After all, what else could he say after such an episode. It wasn't as though he meant to push Micha away. He was unmediated and living with an anxiety disorder. It wasn't an excuse, but there was no denying that it was a factor to some of his outburst. Samuel understood that Micha did love him. He just worried. Despite how much he had missed him, he worried their time apart changed them. He didn't want to think about the what-if's, but he couldn't deny either that they might exist. He sat quietly as Micha came towards him, offering him his cigarette. It was still a bit early to be thinking about food. He was feeling a little lost for words himself. While he was happy Micha stayed, he felt like a total jackass. Samuel watched him take pull before having it handed back to him. He nodded in response. A moment later he looked up as Micha rose from the couch, bending down to press his lips against his forehead. He smiled softly at the gesture and listened as Micha spoke once more. "Alright, I'll be in here then. Do you want to borrow any clothes?" he replied. Like always, he didn't mind sharing his clothes. Though he wasn't sure what would would fit and what might just try to swallow him whole.
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Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2018 6:55 pm
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2018 9:11 pm
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Although it was still early in the afternoon, Micha just needed some space. He was glad to know they were back on a little even ground, but there was still so much more ahead. Micha didn’t want to push too much on Samuel. He didn’t want another episode of his anxieties taking over. Micha knew there was still a lot of things to be worked out but he wasn’t in a rush. He wasn’t going anywhere any time soon, even if Samuel pushed him away. Micha didn’t want to go back to what he had before, which was basically nothing. He could return to Germany, but it wouldn’t be the same. Micha had said his goodbyes for the second time, he didn’t really want to return there again. There was nothing there for him, but an empty space and void.
As he kissed Samuel’s forehead, he stepped back to look at him. Micha nodded at Samuel question, seeing he hadn’t brought an extra change of clothes. After all he hadn’t expected to be here, after returning to Samuel’s last night. He nodded at his question, ”Probably, unless you want me to go to dinner naked.” Micha spoke teasing Samuel, as he turned to leave. He didn’t mind the idea, but didn’t think any other restaurant patrons would agree.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sat Jun 30, 2018 12:52 am
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Posted: Sat Jun 30, 2018 6:06 pm
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【ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ, ░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░
sᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.】
If he could avoid it, he preferred not goijg back to his single life either. After all, it wasn't as though it was doing him any favors. He had been alone and downright miserable. He knew Micha needed his space, but he also hated being treated like glass. His anxious thoughts meant nothing. They were just nagging things trying to ruin something that hadn't even started. He didn't want Micha to leave. At least not because of a mad man's rambling.
Samuel sat back against the pillows as Micha stood before him. His head nodding in response to his question.He laughed at the males teasing remark. "Well, you know I have no issues with that. But if memory serves me, there might be some law about being nude in public." he replied, smirking. He watched the male leave the room. Raising hIs cigarette, he took another pull. Tilting back his head as he stared up at the ceiling. The gentle burn was almost welcome as his thoughts were still askew. He loved Micha. But ye was afraid of things going sour once more. But he also wanted to try being with him again, even introduce him to his family. Blowing out the smoke he sighed. He felt as though all he was doing was hurting Micha. Finishing off the cigarette, he moved to lie down, tucking his right hand behind his head.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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