⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[xDarkWinterx]

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Indeed Abel did not understand the desperation for someone who didn't want them. He loved and cared for Miguel though kept his distance. Abel knew that Miguel cared for him but it wasn't the same. He wouldn't force Miguel to return his affection nor expect him to. Abel also couldn't give Miguel what he wanted. He didn't blame Miguel for his love for Kieran. Abel though didn't want to give into his own pity. He didn't know how long he'd stay in Germany, though he could hardly leave without his luggage and passport.

Holding onto Miguel, he too had missed this. Kirean hadn't allowed himself much intimacy. Sure, he hadn't been entirely celibate but enjoyment hadn't been the purpose. He felt Miguel pull back only to feel him nuzzle against him. Kirean held onto Miguel as he could feel him breathing him in. He found the action amusing. Kirean couldn't help but pull back and reach between them. He took Miguel's chin and directed it up. Kirean leaned forward and kissed Miguel gently. He couldn't help himself; their last kiss was short and he ached for more.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

There was no good way to explain his actions. He didn't expect someone like Abel to understand. The man had never been in love, or so he claimed. Jakob didn't doubt Abel's love for him. It was obvious in his actions and the fact that he finally owned up to it proved it. He highly doubted Abel would utter such words if they weren't true. Jakob did love him in his own way, but it could hardly compare. He wasn't even sure that Abel would want to hear him express such words. Probably not. Jakob hoped his actions of today wouldn't call for an immediate need for him to go home. Just because he wasn't in love with him the same way he was with Kieran didn't mean he wanted him to leave.

Jakob was glad that Kieran allowed him to cling like this. As stupid as it sounds, he didn't want to move. He had missed such simple pleasures. Jakob had tried to be intimate with others in their time apart, but it was never the same. As he raised his head, he nuzzled him affectionately. When Kieran pulled back, he blushed feeling a little embarrassed. He half expected him to say something but watched as he grabbed his chin and gently kissed him. Indeed their last kiss was too short. He was partly to blame for that. Closing his eyes, Jakob kissed him back. Shifting slightly, he kissed him again and slipped his hand up his chest.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Kirean understood the craving of intimacy. It wasn't the same with another person. He could envision the past but it wasn't the same as the real thing. Kirean wasn't bothered by Miguel's clinginess after all it wasn't like he was pushing him away. He only pulled him closer and didn't want to let go. Reaching down, he pulled Miguel's head up. Kirean didn't have much to say right now. He kissed Miguel, feeling him return the kiss as his hand slipped over his chest. Kirean kissed Miguel deeply, as he tasted him. He missed the taste of his lips and the smell of him. Kirean couldn't help but breathe him in as they kissed. He moved his hand, slipping it into Miguel's hair as he held onto him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It had been hard trying to move on. Without wanting to, he would often find himself comparing his dates to the past. There was always something he would nitpick. This one was too short, that one was too ugly, he didn't like their cologne, their voice was grating, the list went on. The man he had wanted was gone and there was absolutely no one to replace him. He couldn't help craving him and wanting to be close. As Kieran drew him in for a kiss, Jakob soon returned it. His hand on his chest feeling the tautness underneath. His fingers curled slightly as he was kissed again. He could practically taste the man's need for more. He didn't mind as he eagerly fed into it. Shifting again, Jakob stood on his knees as he straddled Kieran's lap. His free hand moving towards his shoulder for balance as he kissed him hungrily. He felt a hand thread into his hair as he kissed him again. Jakob couldn't help the soft moan that escaped him. His cheeks burned scarlet and he would likely be teased but he didn't care. He pulled back just enough for one quick breath before leaning once more.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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As they kissed, Kirean felt Miguel shift in his lap. He noticed the movement as Miguel moved to straddle him on his knees. Kirean couldn't help but slip a hand into Miguel's hair as he felt his hands slide over his shoulders. He listened as Miguel moaned as he kissed him back with equal hunger. Kirean ran his hands back down to Miguel's waist. He couldn't help but tease the hem of his shirt. Kirean soon felt Miguel pull back for a breath. He too took a quick breath before pulling Miguel back in. Kirean shifted as he kissed Miguel again. He wrapped his arms around Miguel's waist as he soon shifted to push him back against the bed. Kirean continued to kiss Miguel as he hovered over him. His hand slipped down to tease the hem of his shirt. Kirean soon moved to run his hand up and into Miguel's shirt. He felt Miguel's stomach exploring. His hand stopped though, feeling the scar against his abdomen.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Holding on to the man, Jakob continued to kiss him. He couldn't help the moan that escaped him or the way that he hungered for more. He soon felt hands on his waist and was amused as Kieran teased the hem of his shirt. After taking a breath he was pushed back against the bed. Jakob smiled against his lips. As he laid there he felt the warmth of Kieran's body hovering just above him. The hand on his waist moving once more to tease the hem of his shirt. He kissed him again just as Kieran's hand slipped beneath the hem. His hand smoothed over his stomach and lower abdomen. When his hand stopped at the scar, Jakob felt a bit worried. He knew just how ugly the scar was, a reminder of his stupidity. "Ignore it." he breathed. He didn't want Kieran dwelling on the imperfection so he tried to distract him with another kiss.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Kissing Miguel as he hovered over him, Kirean couldn't help but want to touch him more. He slipped a hand beneath Miguel's shirt. Kirean felt his stomach, letting his hand roam. He was soon caught off guard feeling a large jagged scar. Kirean traced it, curious about it. He felt Miguel pulled back to speak. Kirean could hardly ignore it though didn't want to make things worse. He would eventually ask about it but didn't want to upset Miguel. Kirean returned the kiss as he continued to explore Miguel's abdomen, running it over his chest. He was trying to restrain himself but it was becoming increasingly hard. Kirean pulled back from Miguel's lips to run his own against his jawline toward his neck. He kissed his neck trailing down as he touched him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob understood the need for more. He felt it as well but tried to restrain himself. He didn't want to get ahead of himself but at the same time craved him in every way imaginable. As Kieran ran his hand against his abdomen he felt him pause. His fingers traced the jagged edges of his scar as he softly told him to ignore it. He didn't mind telling him about his act of stupidity but he hardly wanted to recant it right this moment. As they kissed again he felt his hand continue his exploration. Jakob leaned into his touch as he kissed him one more time. They shared a couple more before Kieran pulled back again. His lips ran down to the side of his neck, and Jakob tilted his head to the side. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the softness of his lips against his skin. This too was something that was missed.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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With Miguel not stopping him, he gave into his cravings. He knew he was rushing things but he was beyond talking. Kirean ran his lips down Miguel's neck feeling him turn his head giving him access. He shifted, pulling back as he settled between Miguel's legs. Kirean teased Miguel as he pushed his shirt up to take him all in. He took note of the scar, he hardly saw ugly. Kirean had questions but let them hold for now. He leaned down to run his lips over Miguel's stomach trailing up. Kirean breathed in Miguel's scent.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Even though he knew he ought to stop Kieran, he couldn't. He had waited so long for him to come back and to be held by him again. He didn't want to stop. As his lips pressed against his neck, Jakob turned his head slightly allow him more room. His breath tickled against his skin as Kieran made his way down. He was expecting a little more but soon felt him pull away again. Opening his eyes, Jakob looked up curiously as Kieran shifted between his legs. His cheeks warmed as his shirt was then lifted and the male took him in. With bated breath, he waited for him to say something about the scar. Instead, Kieran merely leaned down to run his lips against his abdomen. Reaching down he cupped the back of Kieran's head and lightly stroked his hair. He watched him leave a trail of kiss, his breath brushing against his skin with each pass. He craved him even more, wanting more than just a few kisses and love bites. He knew he shouldn't, he ought to wait at least until they were better reaquainted. But he couldn't stop himself from wanting, he had already waited two years.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Running his lips over Miguel's abdomen, he felt a hand against the back of his head. Fingers threaded through his hair as he glanced up. Indeed two years had been long. It was hard to just fall back into their routine. Kirean wanted more though didn't want to rush things. He was being too greedy right now and taking advantage. Kirean moved back up the length of Miguel and took his lips against his own again.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

As Jakob slipped his hand behind the males head he watched him raise his eyes towards him. He had been enjoying everything he was doing and craved him even more. He didn't care if they fell back on bad habits. He could worry about the consequences later. However, before he could get too comfortable with the idea of moving forward Kieran paused. He tried his best not to seem too disappointed, after all, he knew what he was doing was right. They needed to slow down a bit. As Kieran drew nearer he let his hands fall down behind his neck as he loosely draped his arms. Jakob then welcomed his kiss as he settled back on top of him. He kissed him soft and slow, savoring the taste of his lips. Even though he was greedy enough to want more, he could settle for this. He was just going to have to be patient.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Shifting back up towards Miguel, he felt his hands withdraw. Kirean could sense his disappointment. He tried not to let it bother him. Kirean took Miguel's lips against his own. He felt the slow kiss as his own hands ran down to Miguel's hips. Kirean didn't want to rush things though he wanted nothing more than to strip Miguel naked and worship his body. He strained himself to keep from doing so. Kirean kissed Miguel, nipping his bottom lip. He pressed against Miguel's body with his own. Kirean kissed Miguel deeply, sliding his own tongue against his own.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Try as he might he wasn't surprised that Kieran noticed his disappointment. He'd been having so many emotions today what was one more. He was thankful that Kieran didn't make a big deal out of it. Instead, he continued to kiss him slowly while the male's hands slid down his sides to his hips. The idea of allowing Kieran to strip him right here and now was tempting. Aside from his scar he had to wonder what the man might think about his additional body modification. Before allowing himself to ponder, he felt Kieran n** at his lower lip. Jakob smiled and playfully nipped him in return. He moaned as he parted his lips, the warm press of Kieran's body against his own was maddening. However, two could play game. Following the male's lead, Jakob kissed him back just as deep and passionately. Raising one leg, he slipped it up and over Kieran's hip and pulled him closer. Patience be damned. If they were going to be together again, there would be plenty of time for talking later. He wanted him and he wanted Kieran to know it.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Nipping his lip, Kirean felt Miguel return it. He listened as Miguel moaned against his lips as they kissed. Kirean pressed against Miguel, he couldn't help it. He had been trying to restrain himself but it was impossible by Miguel's next move. Kirean felt his leg slip up around his hip and pulled him down closer. He found it amusing the sudden teasing. Kirean pulled back with a breath as he opened his eyes to look down at Miguel. ”You're not making this easy.” He growled playfully as he teased Miguel.