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And it all started when I got to school. Amanda was just as late as I was, walking very fast, as I was. Well, she tripped and fell. Something in my stomach kinda lurched. I couldn't figure it out. But that started a very difficult day. PE and Civics were, once again, my breeze classes. religion was too, but I had a little more going on. We did dramatic monologue in CW, which was amazing fun. The one I'm turning in is from the point of view of a desk. I wrote a second one, though. I had it in my head since we got the project sheet, but it doesn't really go with everything else.
Imagine the angriest you've ever been at a single person. And I mean, furious, frustrated, sick of them being around. That is what the monologue is about. But at the end, the speaker does something that is so Medea that even I was suprised by it. She went from angrily ranting to crafty, careful planning and cunning. It was really creepy. The last word, with a line all its own, is Alive. It came out just how I wanted it to, too. I wanted it to start off with just an angry statement that grew into a rant, short words, fast-paced. And then, she realizes what she is saying in anger, realizes that it's not what she wants. It's really good. In a bit, if I feel that no one will be offended by it, I'll put it up. I just don't want anything to happen like when I (stupidly) put that old story up. I was scared, ya know!
Anyway, rest of the day. After CW was lunch, and as I was walking through the staircase, people were jostling everyone. I wanted to say "Gently, gently," for some odd reason. Kelsey made brownies ^_^ After lunch, in the DA, I was looking for friends and peering expectantly up at people. Um...yea, I shouldn't do that sweatdrop I looked away so fast I nearly got a headache. And for a split second, I wanted to cry. I can't figure it out. And later, right before we left Alumnae Hall for the spirit asembly, I was on the verge of tear, though I don't know why. And during the assembly once, too.
Oooo, but when Bohemian Rhapsody clip came on, I could picture Victoria xd heart She'll be doing her wonderful dance-thing Friday at the B2SD 2007! heart I'm overly excited. I was really hyper during the assembly and after. I actually got the end of the stomp right for once. I got the jump-clap-clap stomp-under right ^_^ Ooo, speaking of which, the song just came on again ^_^ *stomp time!*
Okee, I'm good cool
Writing Center computers HATE me. Mine started up so slow, then five seconds into my essay, it decided to do an update which would take 4 minutes, after which it woud restart! And I couldn't do anything in Word! So, I just got out of it and wrote on paper at the table with some other peeps.
Physics quiz was freaking easy, but he needs to show us the calculator thing! Some people already know how to do it, but I don't, and none of the people who do know are really friendly with me at all. I'm like the annoying little kid or something xp Not like I've actually done anything to deserve that, but even Karen's a little patronizing towards me. What, did everyone become the same person over the summer or something? And they're all AP English people, too. Not all of them are like that (after all, Sarah and Nicole and MGT are in AP, but they're all nice to me). It's just really weird that all those people have that in common.
Oh, and then, on the way out of school, we passed the icecream guy and his van, and I was just telling my dad and Talia about how he used to drive all around the neighborhood, torturing us during last period (especially during english and math!) when I came face to face with the one vehicle I actually find myself hoping I'll never see again (but do every FREAKING morning b/c Tal's mom doesn't realize that by leaving 10 minutes earlier, we wouldn't have to sit in traffic!)
Ugh, seriously, I barely got to school on time today! I hadn't even reached the building when the bell rang! And I POWER WALKED from the car to the building. I can't do this crying I hardly get to see my friends. No big deal for Tal, who has classes with her friends. Big deal for me, since I only have choir with two of them and see the juniors at lunch, and the sophies only between classes and before and after school! Anyway, I forgot to tell my mom how late we were today. I need to do that. And her mom turns up the volume really loud during interviews with singers, and they're always male singers with deep voices, and the bass hurts my ears crying I had a ringing headache after getting out of the car.
~nepie
 nepie · Thu Aug 23, 2007 @ 01:10am · 1 Comments |
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