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	Hushing Tears
	Hushing Tears


i couldnt sleep last night. my parents are fighting again. i sielently cry into my pillow. i hear the door open and shut. mom left. dad flung my door open and started to scream at me. this is all your fault i wish you were never born. i just stand there and take the blame hoping he would run out of anger and go away. that never happend instead. i have bruises all over, scars in places i dont even know about. he put up is fist and punched me in the cheek. i cry in pain wishing you would rescue me. you dont know about this though. you should go die somewhere. he would scream at me. then after a while he stoped. left the room. thats when i relized they both wanted me dead. i heard the door slam again. he left. i raced to the kitchen with tears and blood dripping down my face. i grabed a knife and then you rushed in. you saw me stab my chest and cry. i looked at you and you saw the pain in my eyes just spilling out. you walked slowly up to me and hushed me. once i my heart wasnt beating so fast. you took the handle of the knife and pulled it out. your tears got bigger as you saw my soft tan skin turn pale. you wiped some of the blood off my forehead. i was in pain. not becasue of the wound though. becasue of the words my dad said. you should go die. i fell limp in your arms. i felt your soft, quivering lips kiss mine. it felt good to kiss you. you placed your hand on my back and rubbed my blood stained shirt. you stoped to take a breath. im sorry. i said softly. you hushed me again and i got weaker. your tears got bigger like mine. your shirt was also stained like mine. and your lips were all bloody from mine. you finally slaped me and i fell to the ground. i lay there lifelessly. you just stared and wiped the tears away. you grabed the knife and stabed yourself. but before you did you leaned closer to my lips and kissed them softly. and said i love you. but before you had a chance to kill yourself the ambulence came and saved your life. but you can still hear his words echo in the room. I love you. rawr :3 XRainbow_Eating_UnillamaX · Sat Dec 15, 2007 @ 04:49am · 0 Comments


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