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My Messed up Life
"...Yet mirrors can reflect the truth And overcome the darkest night; The perfect law resides in those Who live by faith and not by sight..."
Death/Deppression
funny thing how when someone breaks your heart, yet you still love them with everything you have left inside you.
its weird how you can't stop thinking about them and the tears never stop flowing.
you don't want to live another second without them let alone a day.
they grow more distant till they're gone for good.
death seems like the only relief.
if only i wasn't too scared to kill myself.....i would have a long time ago if it wasnt for the fear......
i hate when they make promises they don't keep.
lies.
thats all they give you is lies!
the hurt is to much to bear.
the pain scrapes at my insides tearing my shattered heart till its bleeding on the inside.
forever seems so short now.
a faded rose.
a life thats no longer able to hold on to the edge and falls into the vast nothingness of depression.
death.
death.
death.
blackness.
finished.
the end.
forever.
burning_eyes

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  • User Comments: [1]
    TheOneWithoutFear
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    Sat Sep 06, 2008 @ 10:12am


    *holds you close and cries with you.* Please promise me that you won't ever think like that again, Rachel. I don't want to lose you.


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