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LOVE-O-METER gonk Dear God. who comes up with this stuff?
Everything was crystal clear today. I paid attention in all my classes while thinking about other stuff. I could see everything really well, so well it was painful to look at things with lots of straight lines. And, best of all, my mind was clear, too. Some of the stuff I'd been asking myself about was just plain and clear today. I'm much surer than I was before, and I understand it.
the only thing that wasn't clear was my nose and throat @_@
I now officially name February NERD MONTH! Last week was Music Nerd Week (Disney w/ choir and band etc.), this week is Quiz Bowl Nerd Week (tournament, etc.), and next week is Math Nerd Week! (math tournament xd ) Gosh, I'm such a nerd xd
LMFAO xd rofl sorry, lapsing into complete chatspeak for a moment, but the card thing on the V-day event says I have MONO xd And if you know anything about the "Circle of Germs" you understand why I'm laughing so hard it hurts xd
Today is one of THE proudest days in my life!!! Mrs. Drouant read part of my essay out loud in class today! surprised I didn't even realize it was mine until she read the one sentence in the whole thing that I absolutely DESPISED (but didn't know how to prettify): "Meursault is not a hero like Sisyphus." KILL IT! gonk I can't believe she actually read that sentence out loud, where people could actually hear its lameness crying I was one of only 2 or 3 ppl who argued that The Stranger and "The Myth of Sisyphus" were two divirgent philosophies and that Camus was an existentialist. DAMN, that man makes me so angry. If our exam essay is about him, I think I'll have another excellent essay. At the end of this one, she wrote "Wow! Excellent!" (double underline excellent) I guess I do better when the author I have to write about pisses me off. Actually, I do better in general on everything if I have some reason to just give it everything I've got. Jetman, I never would've hit 10k if I'd just been left alone. I would've had a high score at 3k, been happy, and never really tried for anything above that. But I was provided with a challenge: 6k. Big number. I had to try, at least for a day or two. Camus was in denial, and it irritated me. So, I argued it all the way to the point where I'm not sure he could've argued out of it.
Anyway, the moral of the story: 90% of the time, I'm not giving 100%. I only do that when I feel I need to prove something (like Camus is an existentialist). Sometimes I'm just proving something to myself, but not all the time, like the Camus thing.
okay, now I'm just obssessing. Backing off the Camus issue....
I'm talkative today ^_^ I'm gonna shut up now so you don't have to waste more time reading even more of my useless babbling ^^;;; There's a lot more of it stored up in my head 3nodding
"It's the circle of germs, and it ends in MONO!!!!" xd rofl
~nepie
 nepie · Mon Feb 11, 2008 @ 11:43pm · 0 Comments |
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