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You've so given up on me, for things..reasons I know..
You put up with a lot of stress just to under go.
I know I made a promise, but I slit my wrists
I close my eyes for a little bit, pain oblivious.
Yeah I dont know it, but pain is in my heart
Why did I have to know you? Its pulling me apart.
You told me you were my friend, but you let me go
I hate that stupid saying "you love, you let them go"
and I hear you say goodbye, everyword you say
salt is tasted through my lips I clench my fist I cry.
You dont understand my shadow, did you understand at all?
I try to stand but once again onto my knee's I fall.
My face is pale im going white, you can see me like darkness's light
and I shine, I shine for you, I make a path to let you through
and here you come walk through the door, there goes my life yet once more.
Why so jealous? why I cry? Why I care? I dont know why..
Im so tired..of having friends...you get one then the pain reappears.
What do I do to feel like this? does anyone else? I'll end all this.
Put my hands tight at my throat I try to breath and soon I choke.
You walked in a moment late..but god knew it wasnt too late.
The room is white my veins are stabbed, the nurse says "its not your last"
Here you come walk through the door saved me again..just like before.
I taste the salt once again..I feel so weak but you too began.
You hug me once say "you're still alive!" Now I know..you're in my life.

-Jack