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I spent my entire morning home alone while my parents went to get my dad's foot checked, then to go to the grocery. Except that second part didn't happen. I spent an hour and a half working on cleaning my room and went to go play a little Wii, except the way it's hooked up, I can't play if the VCR is recording, which it was. I was 10 minutes from finally playing when my dad calls me to tell me that their car was having issues and I needed to come get them. "Bring the van," he said. Ummm....where are the keys? They had BOTH sets -.- So I grudgingly climbed into my car and zipped on over (always at the speed limit, of course ^_^) Everyone got situated into the car, and I drove us home. Easy-peasy, right? Just out-running a rainstorm. haha. hardly. Obviously my car is more recognizable than I thought. Nothing can be straight-forward or easy, you know. It's all gotta be so ******** complicated that I can't relax a bit.
Even Chocolate Day had its major complication, but that didn't come into play until after almost everyone left. Victoria and I were waiting for her mom when she told me she wanted to talk to me about something. Sounded pretty damn familiar. Last time someone wanted to talk to me about something, I had to think about someone I cut off a year ago, now. And of course, it was the same person. s**t. I knew he wouldn't just leave it alone. I wanted to think so, but I should know better by now. Nothing ever ends. If it did, this year would've been boring as hell. Nothing would've happened. So of course I'm not rid of an issue so easily -.-
I'm waiting for someone to get on. Anyone. There's so many movies I want to go see now. We would've seen Wanted yesterday if we hadn't had two 16 year olds with us. WALL-E and The Dark Knight are at the top of my list. KungFu Panda and Zohan are on there, too, and there's a few others that haven't come out yet but I can't remember. And now I have a gift certificate to the theater, courtesy of someone finally acknowledging my graduation =D I'm so glad I wasn't home when she came over.
ho
ly
s**t
I think I...I...found Erin on facebook. I know that picture. And...and...unless it's her mom making one up to maybe find her. s**t, I can't check. I could get in a lot of trouble if it's just her mom. If it really is her, though...great, now I have to wait for someone to get online @_@
see, nothing really ends. It just fades out for a while. And all the while, the longing intensifies.
~nepie
 nepie · Wed Jul 09, 2008 @ 12:31am · 0 Comments |
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