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what should i do?
my vioce can hardly be heard. i am on the outskirts of humanity. what should i do for them to see that i dont care about the upcoming dances, parties, and games? i want to explore more things see new people and things....to feel the wind against my face as i look out the window.....to touch new things that are unknown.....living as a new kind of being is hard but i can do it...just need my best friend ever....viollet gibbs. i fear we are drifting...i would hate to drift from her. she gave me the hope i now have.......if she left i would probably die from lack of food that i would refuse to eat, freeze from the warmth i would refuse to have, and lose every good feeling i ever had. if she left i would most likely die......call me dependant and i wont disagree.....so ya......my sister is a d**k!!!!! she loves to hurt me and i dont know why? im more confused than usual.....and thats saying something....*sigh* if you have any answers comment me and give me some advice please.....i would gladly love to hear it.... crying crying cry emo VIOLLET MIGHT MOVE!!!!! crying crying crying crying crying crying cry cry cry emo emo emo emo sad sad *BROKEN HEART* crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying stressed stressed stressed emo emo emo crying crying