~Twilight~ Ok, so today me and my friends went to see the Twilight movie today after school. I was like flipping out because I have been looking forward to this movie forever. They knew I would be like kicking and screaming the whole time, I freggin told them I would. Anyway, halfway through the movie my friends got fed up with me and told me to shut up. So did this lady in front of us. That really kinda upset me because this was like the one thing I've had to look forward to for quite a long time. Literally 5 minutes after I shut up, Bella and Edward kissed for the first time and I was too pissed off to do anything but cross my arms and pout. And the whole time I just had to think. Because I had to hold all my emotions in (as usual) I seriously was at the verge of tears for the last hour of the movie... It was a good movie, but my experience there could have been way more enjoyable. I shouldn't have to lock up my feelings. It's not fair. And I was missing someone terribly. I seriously just feel like locking myself up and crying my ******** heart out. At least I'll feel better, even though nothing has changed...I am absolutely fed up with my life... Oh well, I only have to wait for a little while longer... I wish I could see him again.
Red-Girl-I-Am · Sat Nov 22, 2008 @ 03:26am · 3 Comments |