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Where have all the flowes gone?
This is the mind of Maddy!
~Twilight~

Ok, so today me and my friends went to see the Twilight movie today after school. I was like flipping out because I have been looking forward to this movie forever. They knew I would be like kicking and screaming the whole time, I freggin told them I would. Anyway, halfway through the movie my friends got fed up with me and told me to shut up. So did this lady in front of us. That really kinda upset me because this was like the one thing I've had to look forward to for quite a long time. Literally 5 minutes after I shut up, Bella and Edward kissed for the first time and I was too pissed off to do anything but cross my arms and pout. And the whole time I just had to think. Because I had to hold all my emotions in (as usual) I seriously was at the verge of tears for the last hour of the movie... It was a good movie, but my experience there could have been way more enjoyable. I shouldn't have to lock up my feelings. It's not fair. And I was missing someone terribly. I seriously just feel like locking myself up and crying my ******** heart out. At least I'll feel better, even though nothing has changed...I am absolutely fed up with my life... Oh well, I only have to wait for a little while longer... I wish I could see him again.

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  • User Comments: [3]
    roker_Jacob
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    Sun Nov 23, 2008 @ 04:41am


    NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo!!
    that's not a good idea
    i miss you too crying


    arisachixor44
    Community Member





    Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 01:28am


    i told u i was sorry!! look, the only reason i told u 2 be quiet was cuz i didn't want that b***h 2 yell @ us again. plus, i'd had enough of those other stupid squealing girls for one night, and i thought i was going to Xplode if my best friend was doing that too.


    arisachixor44
    Community Member





    Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 01:30am


    i'm sorry 4 the last entry. my uncle's B-ing an a**, and i'm pissed off, and i know ur upset cuz u can't c him, and i'm sorry 4 making it worse. u don't have 2 4give me, an d i understand if u don't wanna talk 2morrow. stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed


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