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You see this perfect little picture we painted together? Everything was right, and whole. But now I see some cracks, and I'm still in it. Will you pull me out? Will you leave me in there?

You said you would never let me fall, well I'm hanging by a thread. Clutching onto you with my last breath. When did I get so dependent on one person? I thought that you would keep me up in a place where nothing mattered but you. I thought wrong.

My heart beats for you and only you, but for how long? It's still going, but I can barely hear it. "My heart", what a joke. You are my everything, I thought I was yours. Will you break it just like all the rest?

I told you everything about me. Things I didn't even know that I had the courage to say. Now, you sit there with those things hanging above my head. Just bring down the knife, and cut me up.

Douse the flame with the water from my eyes, and just leave me in it. I can't believe how much I trusted you, how much I needed you. You're exactly like the rest of them. How could I not see that?

"... Through rose colored glasses." I guess that's what I was wearing. "I'd swim the ocean just to see you." Yeah right... Way to get my hopes up. Did you really think that your plan would fool me? Well, it did.

Congrats, you just broke my heart. I'm an empty shell. Am I just another ornament that you put on the tree? I thought I was your star. I know you are mine... I've cried over you, and I'll do it again. Thanks a lot baby.