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Time is slowing down on me again. It doesn't help that I've started falling asleep in the afternoons, especially Tuesday and Thursday. My body is already anticipating the exhaustion from walking/running and trying to compensate for it on Tuesdays. Thursdays, I'm just bored. I thought about going to Walmart (I'm kinda almost out of food), but I was so tired from being bored for 2 hours that I fell asleep before I could really think about it. Well, that and it's frickin' freezing in here -.- The temperature got up to the low 70s for 3 days, and they think they can just turn the AC back on--just in time for the temperature to drop right back down into the 40s!!!! It's 46-feels-like-39 out there right now, and they have the damn AC on! I get back from classes, nearly frozen because the wind had picked up while I was in class, and I hadn't anticipated it (thank you erroneous weather report), only to be too cold to take off my sweatshirt when I got inside!
Sarah and Caitlyn are going walking tonight. I think I'm skipping. It's a stupid idea, but really, I'm starting to get more and more pissed off at Sarah. It's more than a little condescending, in my eyes, to call someone by a nickname you were called as a child. I swear, if she calls me "sarbear" one more time, I'm gonna snap. And sometimes, I'm pretty sure she and Caitlyn are laughing at me, though of course, I can't be sure if I'm imagining it or if she actually is making jokes at my expense. Either way, I don't appreciate being left out of the joke every ******** time I go somewhere with them. I'm sick of her. They also might be going to some 'plex party that someone from their church is having tomorrow, but I'm not going. I won't go anywhere that I'll only know the 2 of them in a group of people, especially where I'll be a complete outsider. This is the worst time for me to be isolating myself, but it almost seems necessary. I don't know how to explain it. It's like... something's going to happen, and I'm going to lose all these people (or they're going to lose me), and I don't want it to hurt as bad. I want to spare them the hurt they'll suffer from being around me. But I don't know why. Either I'm being stupid, or I haven't consciously realized that I'm getting a bad feeling about what's to come.
lol, maybe this will all seem silly in a few days. Maybe it's just hormones messing with me ^_^ It doesn't happen too often, but it does happen sometimes. It would kinda explain my overreactions lately, especially in engineering lab. omg, I forgot XD We had just gotten our skateboard mold all set up, did the infusion with the resin, and it worked beautifully, and we were outside the lab messing around. One of the lab ppl, Heather, was gonna race one of the guys in my group on bikes. The polymer-fiber electric bike vs. his normal bike. Well....the fire alarm went off!!! Several of us ran back into the lab to get our books, and we nearly ran into one of the boat teams, who were carrying out their mold b/c they weren't done setting it up. It was hilarious. We had to move fast, tho, 'cause the fire dept. is just down the road. It's a block away from me, and maybe a mile straight down the road from the building we're in. That's not what I overreacted to, but it was funny XD
Why is internet being so irritatingly slow? -.- It makes it extremely difficult to check my email. The login on the school site only lasts for a certain length of time, and when it logs out, it kills the email window. So, if it takes too long to load the email, it never loads before you get logged out waiting for it -.- I'm resisting the urge to email one of the honors college ppl over this email they sent out. The subject was "FIRE ON CAMPUS". Now, that would be fine if I were the only one looking at my email, but I let my mom go in and check to see when another ebill comes in b/c they won't email anyone but me. If the email glitched like it sometimes does and didn't put the fire email in the trash like I wanted, and she saw that, she'd freak out and call me to see what happened. Then I'd have to explain to her that some honors college person was being an idiot and scaring the crap outta us. The email was asking us to send a list of our activities from this semester -.-
I really hope Thomas's plan goes well today. Well, actually, I'm really hoping he'll put it into action. I know how hard it is. Sucks being here and not there.
I hope there's a fish fry the Friday I'm home ^_^ And bingo. omg, BINGO =D I'll kidnap some folks to come with me if there's bingo.
yeaaa... definitely passing on the walking thing. I might fall asleep before Burn Notice D: Heck, I might fall asleep before Thomas gets home and whines! That would be wonderful, but I wanna hear how it goes. Maybe he'll call me on his way home :3 I talk to him more than my parents XDD
~nepie
 nepie · Fri Feb 20, 2009 @ 12:03am · 0 Comments |
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