i.........i think there is something seriously wrong with me T.T it feels like im slowly./very slowly im losing my mind O.0 -giggles- i mean..........its like im the black sheep in a whole family of white sheep (im not relating this to any rtace) and its aas though im slowly ...........very slowy turning invisible and imn becoming depressed. Being a teenager isa hard T.T and its like everyone......but my parents hate me.........well someof my friends love me to death (literally) T.T but you know i think i like felling invisible. sometimes i thinm that......maybe if i shut my eyes and stop talking ill truly be invisible. and i feel like ......if i died...... -giggles- if i died the world would be a much better olace -.- but im nnot suicidle.......anymore but sometimes those thoughts like to try and creep bak in ^^ and sometimes ill start crying for no reason hehe its like im really going insane hahaha XD but.....i guesse time will really tell -sigh- in truth i have no ******** idea why im righting this but..........i just fely like it ^^ and im not gonna kill myself.......i have to much to live for...........but i gueswse im really writing this so pp, will know me the reall me regine la'hari evette singleton aka cassidy. lol ppl often mistake me for being shy and quiet and mostly thats true XD but sometimes i can be realy evil .....so im, told and ive been known to bite ppl Xd hehe but thats onlyh if you put your finger in my face ^^ hehe ( im serious >=3) and i am mostly cheery all the time even whenni im sad i somehow find a way to smile ........i just wish other ppl could do that ^^ burt i guesse i dont have anything wlse to say ......if you want to say something about this plz leave a comment on this journal and ill be sure to read it ^^ ty for listening to me ^^ c ya soon XD
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