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Well, today I woke up in a really horrible mood. Something was just not right, but I couldn't put my finger on it. It started last night sometime... I could blame it on the alcohol, but that wasn't it.

I wanted to rant about my boyfriend taking the leftovers I had set aside for my lunch today, but that's just selfish...

I want to rant about how I'm the only one who does dishes most of the time, and does the cooking... I want a day for me, completely away... to get pampered and get a massage and NOT have to think for anyone except myself... is that too much? Or is that a totally selfish way to be and wrong?

Ugh... I just want to go to sleep, but I don't at the same time... sleep has been elusive for the last few weeks. I wake up too many times in the night, T've got my alarm set for three different times to wake up the bf and daughter... it's so hard to find a good, restful sleep.

Part of the problem is my addiction to Gaia... another issue is that I watch my fav shows, which come on later at night, and I don't take naps often enough. I think I might try to today though. I don't know if that will help since my daughter gets home early today. Oh well, I will try to figure out what's wrong today and get motivated to move past it...