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holycrap. I won't have to sleep on the floor anymore if I don't sleep at the dorm ^_^
I have nothing to do, and no one's online. Physics homework is being a butt and not taking the CORRECT answer -.- bah. Stupid physics and its stupid degrees. Radians, plz. I have to learn all this stuff really really well really really fast so I can get a 94 on my test and not have to take the final! Ugh, it's hopeless.
I wrote 7 pages of a 10 page paper yesterday. We had a draft due today. EWW EWW EWW. I actually could've gone to bed before 10 though, so I didn't wait 'til the last moment, unlike some of my classmates who were up 'til 4 XP I think it may have wrung my brain out completely. I felt like crap all day. I was coughing all through tech and civ, got out late, had to nearly run to math, and then couldn't pay attention at all. I came home after english, ate lunch, watched One Piece, and literally vegged out for nearly an hour staring at a candle and listening to Evanescence. I was ready to pack up all my stuff from the apartment and go back to Greystone permanently. I didn't have the energy to, though. I took a nap after that and got up just in time to eat dinner ^_^ I still feel blah.
I am taking forever with this story, and I apologize ^^;;; I haven't felt right since I got back here, and it's ruining the happy mood of the story. It's so happy. I am not quite so happy and rosy about the world right now, so it's almost impossible to write it. I went back and played with one of my Gabby x Sofia stories, but I keep remembering why I just don't write romance (well, romance that works). I suck at it. I have nothing to base it off of. The last time I had a story where romance worked, it didn't work for the main character. She had her dreams taken away from her, but she didn't get upset about it. Just brushed it off and kept going. Huh, i lied about how the Aya and Kiri prom story ended. The sleepover thing was supposed to go with how I originally intended to end it, which I didn't do mostly because it required too much boring writing and not enough interesting stuff. Bah. The ending I will eventually write is different. But kinda similar. In a way.
I'm babbling -.- Well damn.
Screw summer. Give me back my cold weather, dammit D& I don't want some epicly hot summer where jeans are absolutely unbearable. Not that it matters because my comfortable jeans are getting a rip in the seam, prolly 'cause I'm getting too fat for them. Maybe I'll just spend my summer at home in my PJs and never leave, except for Church. That'll work. I don't need to go outside. Gah, except for friends. As long as my mom doesn't see the developing hole in the jeans, I'm okay...
~nepie
I just did the dumbest thing a person who needs a happy-boost could do: I went through and cleared out my myspace inbox XD I still had the message I sent Patrick about liking him (and the response). Ohsnap. I was an idiot. Stupid. But I'm keeping it, mostly because it's just my friendly reminder to myself to keep my mouth shut >.<
 nepie · Fri Apr 03, 2009 @ 02:35am · 0 Comments |
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