..um... yea. i'm stumped. nothing happening much lately- same ol' retarded life, lack of sleep, depressions, faking faces.. yup. normal biggrin .. smile.. kinda..? stare .... mmm-- let's see. gonna go to hwk laters.... um, i'v got a chinese exam coming up this Friday... no biggy~ no rush. easy~ mhmm.. and... uh... my SatChinese exam is in TWO weeks so nothing to worry bouttt...... er... mm.... life is boring, pale, fake, junk, yaddiyaddiyada~ nothing NEW. ..grrr. school's bugging me.. but that's not new either.
Jake have fun in China emo stoopid time zones.. arg. emails would be NICE once in a while =.= i can't imagine what ur doing other than skating, shopping and napping. HAH. msge me anyway >o< u JERKKKKKUUUH. i hate missing u!! GRR. u and ur richyfamily and trips stare
..o. and progressing at fakesmileoperation. it's working. i don't feel a thing. smile finally. friends kill me.. for now. mayb a brighter future would help me understand the meaninggggg of it. for now..... friends feel like nonexisting so.. that's good.. for now. ^^ and as for her.. i don't feel anything towards her either. anymore anyway. but... now.. ii'm pretty sure she knows that. good thing. </333 byebye.
x SugarRose x · Wed May 20, 2009 @ 01:17am · 0 Comments