Even though im standing here around all these people, all my friends and family, i still feel alone. And even though i try to change this or at the least make it better to some degree, i cant.
i cant because everything i do or attempt just doesn't make a difference. in either my life or there's, its just seems like i only add to their problems instead of actually helping or fixing them.
That's why to me, it feels like i should just stop telling them things. and that i should slowly just separate myself from them. Either for as long it takes me to not think this or to the point were i just don't see them ever again.
Its not really the best thing i guess to do at the moment. but for some reason it feels like its the only possible thing that i can do. i guess now i know what they mean when they say you should let go of what you love the most
To me that's my friends. i might as well get away from them then create more drama that's not needed. i rather let them go then have them deal with this pathetic waste of a person and soul that is mine.
i don't know if this is the answer but its the only thing i could come up with. sorry =/
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