Date: Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Mood: Average
Anything Special: Questioning myself
Mood: Average
Anything Special: Questioning myself
Today,
I am just questioning what I am and what I do from day to day life. You see, today, I was in 1st period (easiest period of the day, where I just daydream), and I started to think what my 'friends' thought of me. I went through a lot of things in my head, just trying to put together the image that they see me as, not what I see myself as.
Thinking about it for about the hour and a half that I am in the class for, I came up for what the others at school see me as. From what I could think of from their perspectives, they probably see me as a:
Smart, glasses wearing, fat guy that has bad acne everywhere (arms, back, and face), and is one of the funnier guys around. But, after school, he is weird and should be avoided for no real reason after all. Also, because he sometimes says something like a 'gay' guy would say, he wants every man around him.
Because of this, I started to think of what I was to myself, and this was the question of the day since I have no idea what I am... I guess that I am just confused. Confused about life. Confused about what I want to achieve. Confused about my likes and dislikes.
I can't think of much else to write, since nothing special really happened today, so I will just stop writing here.
