(The text is written with a furious hand, smeared and blotted in some places.)
He's gone. He's ******** gone.
I entered the Grunny Commons to search for him, just in case he hadn't healed his ankle. No sign.
Wandered in the dorms. His bed was made, empty.
I ran.
Twice, around the whole grounds. Searching for him. Screamed my lungs off. I sent out ******** Luna to help. She didn't find anything, either.
Why did he leave? Without any hints?
Things were going to be better.
I run back to the center.
Joe broke up with Bri. He ******** broke up with Bri. I swear, if I ever see his face again...
The letter was crumpled though. Blotted with tears.
She's broken. She's broken to bits, she doesn't even understand why he broke up with her.
I let her cry on my shoulder. I had to stay with her.
I can't leave now. I was supposed to go, not him! They wouldn't care as much if I left!
Bri told me the two of us have to be strong for the others.
No. Bri doesn't need to be strong. She just got her heart crushed, ******** that. If she wants to cry, then she's going to cry.
Rika...Rika is going to be crushed as well.
I told Bri I'll stay strong. I don't need anyone to lean against. I'll stay strong, for everyone. For her, for Rika, for Lena, for Jinx, for Reve.... Everyone.
I wanted to tell him...I wanted to tell him the same thing that noble once told me.
"Just because you have been dealt a bad hand does not make you a bad player."
He better come back. He ******** better come back.
I'll have to owl that Ringmaster soon.
 Siyaahi · Thu Dec 29, 2011 @ 11:31pm · 0 Comments |
