Aww okay! .. Yesterday.. Was a really good day! whee
Sunday night I got this text from Arjan from my class. She invited me and some other girls to her house, cos she was gonna be home by herself these Easter Holidays, and therefor she could throw a lil party. She was gonna hold the "party" the next day; Monday, but I had kinda already made plans, I was going to my grandparents house for a couple of days so I said no thanks.
Then the next day in the afternoon, my best mate Sif from school wrote to me, asking if was coming to Arjan's, I told her I was not and why, she wrote that her mom could come and pick me up from my grans and then drive me back, so I asked my grandma and she thought I should go. biggrin
Then around half past seven they came and pick me up, Sif and Krille. <3 The thing is they live really far away from me so it had been a huge roundabout way for them heart
Then in the car I ask where Arjan lives cos I didnt really know, and when they told me I was like eek thats where Rick lives (the guy I've kinda been fancying *ahem*) soo later that night I wrote to him and told him we were in his town, asking if he could come see us, but he didn't want to, no matter what I said sad
Later that night, we decided to go out (all the girls from Arjan's party , 6 girls) and I got Sif to write to him and tell him to come see us, he didn't want to at first but agreed to meet us but ONLY if it was at the Hotel Grandkoglen (A place near the free school in Ferritslev)
So we went there and sat there for ages, lol and then he finally shows up! Fwee! hehehehhe 4laugh
Me and Sif gaves him a hug and Arjan asked him if he wanted to come back to the house with us, cos they were cold, and drunk, we all were a little. And he actually said yes! surprised Didnt think he was gonna! But he did! heart so we begin to go back to hers, but Rick wanna show me the school first, Sif goes with us, and he tells me about all the classrooms and stuff, kinda fun really, and then all of a sudden Sif's gone, no where to be seen we just laughed at it, and joked about it, "Where the hell did she go!?" lol ... so we were alone then (Oh this is gonna be long)
Then we kinda got a bit lost cos I couldnt really remember where Arjan lived, since it was the first time I've ever been there, and Rick said he didn't know where exactly she lived xp . But we ended up finding it. He didn't really want to go inside, he wanted to show me everything in his town (kool with me, more time alone with him rolleyes )
But we had to go in for a little while, since I had to use the bathroom *ahem* lol. but after that we went outside again. The girls asked us if we knew where Sif was, cos they thought that she was with us, so we got out searching for her and almost find her immediately she was on her way back to the house, Rick asked her to go with us, but she said that she's too cold and just want to go inside (thanks love! hehe)
So we me and *Rick spend AGES going around in his town, he shows me a lot and tells me about all these persons I dont know, where they live and stuff, and we made jokes about it, we were like talking about the persons he told me about like I had always known them and yea..it was actually just really fun! biggrin
I think we wandered around for almost 2 hours really(1 hour and 40 min. hehe). Then around midnight the "tour" stopped and he followed me back to Arjan's. When we were outside her house I told him I wanted to follow him home a little too (lol) and we agreed to go half the way back to his, and then both go home.
When we're a little over half the way to his house, so we say goodbye. We shook hands ( lool Rick's idea. haha blaugh ) but i wanted to hug him, so I did! And then we end up standing there in the dark, at midnight, on the cold streets, hugging for.. I dunno, 5 minutes or something like that! lol we kinda joked about while hugging.
The thing about Rick is that I dunno if he likes me back, there has been a lot of small indications and hints that he might like me, but im not sure. I hope he does though cos I really think I do like him! He's confusing sometimes. hehe. and he's also a very shy guy. ACK! If I just knew if he liked me.. I can't ask him, would have been easy if I could just do that. but noo. I would soooo much die if he didn't like me back like that, really! xp
Anyways back to the hug (hehe whee ), when we were hugging I could hear his heart beating fast in his chest. heart loved it hehe, and we also warmed each other cos I said I was cold. I was gaining warmth from him while hugging, he rubbed my back to keep me warm. there was sometimes in the hug where he said "okay are we gonna let go now", were i said, "no not just yet", and times were I kinda stopped the hug, but where he didnt.
After five minutes or how long the hug lasted we broke apart and just talked a little shook hands again(lol), and began to walk back, but we continued to hold hands for a bit until we couldnt any more since we were walking different ways.
I get back to the house, feeling rather pleased and after some minutes he writes that he's home now, and a bit later that he was confused. Good thing, bad thing? I dunno if he knows I like him. Haha Id' rather he didn't before I knew if he could ever like me like that, but i mean i think he has an idea that I do and after yesterday. H has to.
Hope something'll happen. Even if we just end up being friends, cos we have a lot in common and he's soooo god damn weird. Haha just like me. But in another way, he'd be a good mate *sigh*
God.. My gramma suck in this.. sorry! lol and sorry for it being so long.. But i wanna remember it all.!! heart
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