I dislike what I am.
Bummer.
But after that talk
Sitting in between space
And blood pillows
And a bare mattress.
And 3D walls
That aren’t really 3D
I’ve come to realize
I am more than just buttons
I know i can overcome things
Learn structure
Learn discipline
I can still live
I can still live
In my dream world
But the overall is
I can still live.
This is so new to me
This sense of purpose
This okay-ness
And it’s fine
I’m so fine with it
All of it
And the music that plays
And the things that I’ve done
I’ve changed so much
And I feel it’s for the better
I haven’t really, really wanted to kill myself
In a very long time
That’s good
And I know it’s good.
 Hentai-kamisama · Sun Jun 10, 2012 @ 08:32am · 0 Comments |
