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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
Cold Weather Again
I'm happy to be back in SF but Gaia seems a bit wonky on my computer right now. I think it might just be because my computer updated... but it's throwing me off my game and depressing.

I wanted to apologize for my last entry, it got a bit dark. I was writing it on the ipad in my angry, hard to sleep time of the night.

This is me and it would be sad to die right now. Since I have been so anti-social, my stories would never be understood or completed. Yes, I have written them down in notes but only I really know how they string together. All my creativity would be down the drain, for nothing.

I kept thinking how ironic it would be if I was on my way home and someone from my past sat next to me on the train. We didn't recognize each other first then we realize and I convince her to stay. "It was fate and there must have been a reason. How have you honestly been, anything off because of something we were or did?"

And now I am going to depart for a while since the computer thing freaks me out and no one is home so Zelda time it is.

I have been wearing these fake jewels on my face all day. There's no glue to keep them there but they stay. = u = They like mah face.