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Semok
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 @ 12:56am

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	The Change I want to be a kid again, no more depression. I want to go back to how I was in elementary school, unaware of all the cruelty in reality. I want to be innocent and have a mind full of creativity and dreams. I want to do nothing but have fun, and not care about work and jobs and bills. I want to have no responsibilities, just games and playfullness. I'm going to try my best to go back to how I was so long ago, because I think I was the happiest then, and I can see that growing up brings no joy to me. Some may think I'm trying to escape responsibility and stuff like that, and that may be somewhat true, but I just want to have fun in life, and staying childish is what will keep life enjoyable for me.

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Chez Wolfe
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Commented on: Tue Oct 17, 2006 @ 03:44am


	I can understand you wouldn't want a job and bills and all that, I don't either. But it's going to happen, but even though it does it doesn't mean you can't still act like a kid, you dont have to start acting mature and crap. and there may be cruelty in the world but there's good stuff too, which in some way i guess you're trying to see.. i dunno. i personally wouldn't want to be a child again, i like to have the knowledge i have now, maybe not the cruel in the world part, but the other things. i may want to be innocent but i don't want to be like a kid.i still want to have fun, but you don't have to be a kid for that.and this is getting too long. so i shut up now mrgreen .. and i forgot blue but i'm too lazy to change it lol.