i had this odd dream friday, the one thing i remember is that i lost me left earring. I was trying to help some of my friends but some thing bad happend and i was trying to save someone and i lost me left ear lob. I've had this bad feeling since friday night. The thing is that when i got up this morning my left earring was missing. so ya i could be going crazy but i don't think so. well i hope i'm not. I seen Kenny in the mall and well his bride to be as well. the girl is kool and Kenny is okay but . . . i don't think. . . more like i know he's not ready to be maried to anyone. I didn't go to my friends movie night. i'm kinda happy i didn't so ya. well i g2g and get ready to go out and help a few friends. well i need volentear hours. I can't help it but. . . never mind what ever happends happends. I don't know if i want to scream or cry, everything is just getting to me. I seen him friday during my lunch. . . my chest started to hurt. i felt like he had a gun amed at my heart. Why the hell do i feel that way? what the hell is going on? Why can't i just kill all my feelings? why can't i kill my heart. stressed my head hurts. i don't know what to do, i don't know what i'm doing now. Maybe i should just disapear, go to New York w/ that asian chik i meat and just disapear.
damn i g2g. it's 4 and that thing starts at 5:45. I'm going to be a host or something like that. well see ay.
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