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im sorry jaycob..........this migth hurt alot.i advise u not to read this.


ok!so........ther is this boy named jaycob and just recently we(my freinds and i)decided that he was a snot(dont ask why.itd take ferev to tell)and that we didnt want him hangin wit us anymores.he has asked me to the dance on valentines day but........well i would never waste valentines day on him.we are suposed to not be talking but he trys to talk to me all the time.i kindof ignore it i guess.any way.its really awkward cuz he keeps....just looking at me....so i look at him and its stupid.OKAY!OKAY! ill get to the part.so any way......im mad at him becuase he sends hate mail to my freinds saying it between me and him and that is DEFINATLY not true.and he tells me that it was all leahs(shes all good now!^^)fualt and that she decided not me not hannah .....and so on.witch again....NOT true.this was a gruop decision.so any way.i have a very important freind at school that means alot to me and he told us that he might be going to germany becuase he might be in a movie.now thats all jaycob ever talks about.it upsets me alot actualy.i dont want him to go t o germany ....(and if yus is wonderin then no i dont like him like that confused )and i try to put it out of my mind but then herre comes j goin.... BLAH BLAH GERMANY BLAH MICKEY YACKITY BLAH BY BLAH WHOLE SUMMER!then he tries to explain it and he makes it even worse.i just dont get why but every time he is around my i wanna strangle him and run away crying!!!just today in the hall after school i almost turned around and yelled in his face to shut the hell up!i dont know why but he really gets to me.in a mad way and a sad way(not sympathy tho! mad )i dont like it.he should realise that i dont want to talk to him when i look at him like.... evil mad scream stressed confused talk2hand neutral

sorry jaycob if u read this witch u prob did.i just had to et it out and i got mad cuz i couldnt even say things in my own personal journal.well.....at least u know now.u may think JEEZ!SO I CANT EVEN TALK ANY MORE!?I CANT EVEN BREATH ANY MORE?! but.........i dont really know.