Well friday was kinda sucky, but it turned out to be fun latter in the day. Anime club was pritty good and smy. band got all 1's on stage and a 2 for site reading.
I have a lot of home work to do but i'll get some done tonight. I don't know but i've been feeling hepless lately. It could be because my JRA is acting up, so it's hard to walk and move around. I don't like to stay inside so being home all the time is kind of like a hell for me. I don't know why but i feel as if theres some thing i should be doing. . . something for myself. I don't know anymore i'm just so. . . the more i try the. . . it feels like nothing is working right. I just want to find a place. . . some were just for me. . . i've been feeling down for a long time not. . . but i can't stop i have to be okay. it's like i'm on a hi wiere and i slip, i'm about to fall but i'm holding on to the string. . . i'm holding on even though i just want to fall i can't. I've dreamed about it and i'm just hanging on, the rope it cuting into my hand but still i hold on.
well other then that odd felling everything is kool, i've been hanging out w/ Don a lot and i'm starting to remember why were friends. The same goes w/ Jacob. The odd thing is. . . well i don't know why i'm still friends w/ Carlton. . . that's not a good thing, it's just some things that i think about that piss me off. Like when i wrote him a note talkingabout stuff and said i had a "bad feeling" about something. He didn't want to talk about it cause he thought i was talking about Him and Kris. stare domokun stressed gonk scream scream the more i thik of it the more it just pisses me off. scream It shouldn't but i know why it does. I would HOPE he knows me better but well ya stare guess not. I'm just going to start cuting friends. I'm so tiered of trying to help friends that don't need help. And ppl are just testing me and pissing me off like i'm just going to take it. . . .ya right. The thing that some ppl don't know is that i hold some thing above all. I don't like when someone talks about things that can't understand. . . I'm done w/ biting me tung. . . u know what i'm talking about only 2 or 3 ppl that just piss me off one is Kris taling about someone in a bad way. . . only if she were to find out that the one person that talks bad about her is her "best friend" Jessie. blaugh HA HA HA ppl are s**t faced ya know. I always do that i make girls friends and end up wanting to just. . . . I DON'T GET GIRLS scream that should be said cause i'm a girl but i don't know the way some of them are. . . OMG I would go out w/ a girl and all but if she was like one of the 2 i named i would go crazy (and go into det) well thats what i thing about that.
Well prom is coming up and i don't have a dress yet not good i have what a mounth or 2. prom is going to be so fun, 3nodding xd just gona party whee I love going out wink dance w/ some guys and girls have a good time do alot of stuff, what ever i want wink heart whee 3nodding xd gona be fun well g2g
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